I have no idea that just by saying that do my dad, I will be actually now heading to a funeral in my dad's home town.
Me and Jax are texting as he's in the car with his family too. This seems a little weird, that our dad's know each other and go to this girl's mom's funeral. Actually the funeral is just tomorrow, but this means we'll just stay here more so good news for me and Jax as we get to spend more time together.
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We arrive in the town, and it seems nice. From the car I can see the streets and houses and it seems nice, kind of familiar actually.
"Ok. Here we are. Cher if you don't feel comfortable there you can always walk around or go to the hotel we're staying." Dad tells me and I nod.
I step out of the car and I see Jax sitting on the stairs in front on the porch.
"Hey you." He smiles and I jump into his arms.
"Missed you." I say kissing his cheek.
My father clears his throat as he's passing and I step aside from Jax.
"Hello Mr Clifford." Jax smiles and my dad nods his head.
"Hi Jackson." Dad goes into the house and mom follows him.
"Do you want to go inside? or?" Jax asks and I nod. I don't know why, but this place overwhelms me in some strange way. Maybe is because there is a dead person inside... and I don't know anyone who died so ...this should be it.
I look at the house and I start to hear those voices again.
"She can't find out. She's my mother, she will kill me if she knows I'm dating my teacher." the girl voice says.
"Oh so we're dating?" the guy seems rather amused.
"Well whatever this is .. f.ucking around... she can't find out." the girl whines.
"You know this is not just f.ucking around. I love you." he seems to be more serious now.
"So what? we're dating now?" I can hear her joking.
"I love you too Luk-"
"Earth to Cher? Are you OK?" I hear Jax asking as he rubs my shoulders.
"Yeah .. let's go inside." I blink a couple of times having no idea what is happening to me. Why am I hearing that?
Jax nods and opens the door. I see the furniture and the rooms and it's like I know this place. It's sounds so weird. I follow Jax and I see the room that person is laying in a coffins. It's freezing in this room, probably so it wouldn't smell like crap.
I see my dad and mom and Jax's family and a few more people and I get closer to the dead person and as I see her face my head starts hurting.
"Mom I'm not crazy!!!" I scream at her, but she doesn't even look at me
"Mom?!! Stop it. Mom I'm not mad..." The man are taking me from my seat and I see mom in tears. What the heck is she doing ..I'm not mad.
"Mom!!!?" I look at those men and jerk them off "I'm not crazy." I say and they nod.
"Everyone says that... Come on." They sedate me with something and I can only see black in front of my eyes.
"I'm not crazy." I find myself saying as I open my eyes. I see a blurry Jax and dad.
"What? Sweetie are you ok?" my dad asks and my vision starts to grt clear.
I nod and I realize I'm laying on the floor.
"Yeah." I say getting up. "Easy. You just fainted ... Jackson maybe you should go upstairs her." I see Jax nodding.
I stand up slowly and I realize I'm near the coffin. The person. She's .. the girl from what I dreamed of .. she's her mother... What is happening to me?
I climb the stairs and my head hurts so bad. We enter in a room and Jax sits me down on the bed.
"Does he ... Uhm.. Did he ever mentioned something about me to you?" I ask desperately needing to hear yes.
"He misses you Y/N.." Ashton says stopping my movements.
"Did he tell you this?" I ask and he smiles a little. "No, but he's my best friend." He states and I nod. knowing somwhow that is true but I didn't wanna believe it."Why did he left if he misses me?"
My head is about to explode.
"Hey babe, you ok?" Jax asks me and to be honest I'm not.
Why did I just see his father in my head? What the heck is happening to me?
"No. I need some fresh air." I say running downstairs and out of the house. Either that house is haunted or I'm just too tired ... but this is way out of line.
I run on the streets to clear my mind and I end up in a park. I sit on a bench and catch my breath. Finally my head stopped hurting, but I can't just let go of this. Why am I hearing voices? Why his voice makes my heart melt even though I have no idea who the heck that is?
I see the sun going down and I didn't even realize for how long I have stayed in the park.
"Cher? Thank God, I searched for you everywhere." I hear Jax coming my way.
"Hey ..sorry. I guess I just head to clear my mind." I smile to him apologetic. He nods. "Yeah ..me too. Are you alright now?" he asks and I nod.
"I think so." I see him sitting near me. He puts his shoulder around me and I feel so safe in his arms.
"Suddenly I feel a strange desire of walking in the park.." I say after a little time passed.
"Really?" he asks and I nod.
"Mhm. Come on!" I smile hoping up taking his hand.
He intertwined our fingers and I smile looking at our hands. It feels so good holding him, walking in this park.
"People are watching." I say knowing he's not really the type to let his feelings displayed.
"Let them watch, I don't care." I smile at his words and I can't help myself from speaking again.
"So does this mean we're officially ...dating?" I ask looking in his icy blue eyes.
"No." he says as he stops moving. My brows frown and I'm about to say something but I'm cut off by his actions. He cups my face and attaches his lips on mine. I kiss back, overwhelmed by the public kiss that he just gave to me.
"This...means we're officially dating, as you like to say it." he speaks and my face forms a smile instantly.
"Look, I need to tell you something"
"I want to tell you something" we both say it at once and we start laughing.
"You first." I quickly say feeling disarmed at the point that I wanted to tell him how I feel about him, I wanted to tell him how much I love him.
"uhmm .. ok. This will sound a little weird." he says and he clears his throat. "So uhm...since I got here I felt a little weird and this sounds so crazy, but I kept hearing and seeing things." he says and at this point I'm starting to get scared. I'm no fan of the horror movies or witchcraft things, but I really feel that this town is haunted.
"What did you see?" I ask and he takes my hands and starts walking.
"Well ..a girl.. and you know how you fainted when you got close to the coffin in that house?" he asks and my heart starts pumping hard.
"The thing is, the exact same thing happened to me and I can't explain anything ... I just thought maybe you've seen what I've seen too." he tells me and as freaked out as I am right now, I can't let him believe those things were real.
"Nah .. I think you and I have stayed too long in the sun. I didn't see anything, it was just a little headache." I lie to him for I don't know what reason.
"Cher, I've seen the way you ran out of the house, are you sure you didn't see or hear anything?" he asks.
"I can't wait for you to graduate so I can finally hold your hand while we take that walk in the park." he says
"Me too, I love you so much Luke."
"Yeah, I'm sure Luke, let's just go back to our parents." I see him nod as he smiles.
"Why are you smiling?" I ask confused.
"I need to show you something before we go back. You trust me?" Jax asks and I nod.
"Yeah."
"Ok, come with me."
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Well It feels lile a life time ago since the last update. Hope you still read this and like it ^^ Don't forget to vote and comment. Love you all so much xx
-Kate G. ♥
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Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)
Hayran Kurgu"You thought it was impossible and yet you fell in love with me..." "you taught me how to love" "and then you died. Teach me how to live without you." "I can't do that now babe."
