The noise of that door closing behind me haunted me for two days now. You can't regret leaving, it was the right thing to do. But I still don't know why he didn't come back and now I just want to punch him because a few nights ago he said he missed me he said he- Just stop it already! You're being pathetic. Leaving was the best thing that you ever did. But what if I stayed?
Well it's not like I can change a thing now so it's best for me to just roll with it.
"I'll text you when my classes are over and then if you're free too, we'll go shopping." Charlotte says as we're about to have the first course.
"ok." I say knowing I can't argue to that. I haven't been shopping clothes in a while and I miss buying new things, plus I don't want to be alone especially now when I can do something stupid, like talking to him.
She enters a class and I go to my Graphic Design class. It's weird knowing Luke teaches here, I mean in the same building, it just makes me want to do the stupid thing.
I try to pay attention to the professor and for about five minutes it works, but my mind keep wondering around.
"Miss Y/L/N." I hear the professor's voice as I'm about to go out of the room. "Yes?" I turn around and head towards her desk.
"Mr Humphrey, requested you in his office, affected immediately." oh crap, sounds like trouble.
"Oh, ok. Thank you." I smile and she nods.
It feels lile I'm more in the dean's office than attending to my actual classes. His secretary feels so judgmental that I'm always there, I can see her eyes lingering on me.
I enter Mr Humphrey's office hoping he didn't find out about me and Luke, as silly as that sounds. But these last events keep popping in my head and they just remind me of what we had and these can mess up with his career and my school and oh my god why am I stressing so much, I have no idea what the dean wants with me.
"Hello." I say dragging slowly my legs to the chair in front of his desk.
"Good morning, Mrs Y/L/N." his words are coming so slow out of his mouth I'm about to go crazy. "So I know the major subject was fixed, but, your Architecture class, the one that you are supposed to attend now that you are majoring in Art, is full, and so you will attend to Mr Peterson's classes for the rest of the year and from the second year I promise everything will be lile it was supposed to." he says leaving me speachless.
"But... Mr Peterson teaches for architecture major students, not basics." I say after what is seems like a long break in my mind.
"I know,it's the best we could do. I'm sorry for the mistake, but you're gonna have to roll with it." he says and I nod.
"I have to roll with a lot of things lately.. apparently." I mumble getting up.
"what was that?" the dean asks and I shake my head. "oh, nothing. Thanks for letting me know. Do I now have to attend Mr Peterson's class, I had Architecture this period." I ask and he shakes his head.
"You're free for today. But sure, if you want to, you can start attending his classes." Mr Humphrey smiles and I get out.
As soon as I close the door I want to go back in again and punch his face, but I'm too afraid that he might find out what was between me and Luke so I just roll with it. Of course his secretary still gives me that look. I feel like I will start hating her soon, if I visit Mr Humphrey this often. Anyhow, I shake off my thoughts and go towards the Architecture class. oh my God this is exactly what I feared.. I can't go there, I don't want to see him. Fuck, it's like the universe is laughing at me right now.
I go back to my dorm and take a shower to clean all my thoughts. I had some other classes today too, but I didn't bother to go to them if Mr Humphrey said I'm free today.
Who am I kidding I need to talk to Luke. I pick out an outfit and after I do my hair and make up for the second time today I exit the dorm and walk all the way back to the college. I go straight for his class, damn this, I'm so tired of not knowing anything. Who am I kidding? I miss being near him, I miss talking to him, I miss seeing him, I need to do this.
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Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)
Fanfiction"You thought it was impossible and yet you fell in love with me..." "you taught me how to love" "and then you died. Teach me how to live without you." "I can't do that now babe."
