Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)

Chapter 53

I don't know if I should be happy to see him or angry. I never got to say goodbye to him. He just left, just like Luke. Why is he here?
"Hey sweetie." I see him smile, standing with a plate and sime flowers in front of the door.

"What are you doing here?" I ask and I see mom coming to the door.
"Oh, hey Y/D/N, come in." she says and I shoot her confused looks.
"Your mom invited me to dinner." he says and I think I'll just shoot myself.

"Well I didn't get a saying in this so you can go back from you came from. We're good without you." I hold the door still open for him to get out.

"Y/n, it's ok. It's thanksgiving, let's just enjoy each others company." mom says and I cannot believe the words I hear.
"Enjoy my ass." I say angry. "Get out dad. I don't want you here." I say again still holding the door open wide.

"I'm sorry sweetie, I know you can't forgive me, and that I shouldn't be here, but me and your mother are back together." I see mom glancing at him and my jaw drops.
"What the hell? I've only been gone a month. Mom?! What is this?" I let the door shut not wanting the neighbors to hear me shout at my so called parents.

"Well." mom starts slowly. "This is not how we agreed for you to find out, but it's true baby, we're back together."
"The hell with this. How could you?! After what he did to you? After he left you raise me all alone! How stupid can you ne to take him back after he missed so much of our lives! It's only been a month, mom, you clearly aren't thinking straight!" I can't believe how pissed off I am right now.
"I know it's hard to understand, but sweetie-" "Shut up. Don't call me that." I tell my father. "Mom?" I'm still waiting for an explanation.
"let's just sit down." she says but I don't want to sit down. why did he have to come here and ruin my evening?

I roll my eyes following them to the living room. I sit down and glance at mom. "Your father came 8 months ago and I didn't want you to find out because you were not emotional stable. Luke had just died, you weren't yourself, but he's changed and I still love him. 6 months ago we decided to give us another chance and I know this is nit what you want to hear, but we're trying again." mom says smiling to dad lile they are some stupid im love teenagers.

"I don't understand you mom. He left! He left you for another woman! How can you forgive him?" I ask shooting arrows to my father.
"I've changed Y/n, I'm not the same man I was. I made a mistake, but I want to fix it. I only need you to let me try at least." he says and for some reason I want to throw up. I'm so sick of hearing these lines.

"Our family is this glass." I say taking the glass in my hand. "This is what you did." I say standing up. I throw that glass so hard on the floor even I flinch. Million pieces crash around and I look at my father.
"Try and fix it now." he gulps looking at the shattered pieces. I roll my eyes looking at him.

I go into my old room, feeling already exhausted from the event. I hear them talking downstairs and ny heart starts beating faster somehow expecring my father to yell at mom lile he used to when I was little, but it was quite. Silent talking. I hear mom cleaning the floor. I sit in my bed and do nothing but stare at my walls.

*Flashback*
"You're gonna be fine, I promise." even though I don't believe him, I needed to hear that.
"I'm not sure about that Michael. I still wake up in the middle of the night not being able to breath. I can't remember" I feel tears rolling on my cheeks.

"I can't remember his smell. Michael, I can't remember it. First it was his voice, now his smell, I start forgetting his moves and I feel lile I fail him. Michael I don't want it to be gone. I want him here." I cry.
"It's alright Y/n, you'll never forget him. Love will not allow you to forget him." he holds me in his arms amd I shake my head.