*Your POV*
Why didn't I feel as good as Luke makes me feel?
Right now I really feel like a slut.
I go to the bathroom and fix my make up as I have class with Luke next and I don't want him to see me like this.
I walk my way to his classroom amd I see everyone but him in there. I look around and all my classmates are talking to one another and Jenny comes to me.
I haven't benn so much of a good friend to her lately as I keep shutting her down. I have my reasons, I can't risk anyone knowing about me and Luke, not even my best friend.. not even my mother.
I text him asking where the hell he is as I'm really getting bored looking at the clock. It's been half an hour and I finally see the door opening.
Where the heck is Luke? I see Ashton making his way to Luke's desk. "Morning students" He says and they all stand up and salute him.
"Mr Hemmings has got some problems and will not be able to attend the class, please remain quite. The rest of the classes will still take place." The students all sigh and groan and Ashton is leaving the room.
Fuck this!
"Hey Ash- uhm Mr Irwin!" I ran to catch him as he closes the door.
I follow him on the hallway. "Miss Y/N." He salutes. "Where the heck is Luke?" I ask, I can't deny I'm worried. I haven't even text him back last night and now this?
"He had to go home." Is all Ashton says to me and he turns around.
"Wait Ashton. Tell me. Why isn't he picking up?" I say as I reach my phone again. "Y/N, go to your classroom and stay quiet. He's ok." Ashton assures me, but I can't stay calm. I feel something bad is about to happen. And this is not a good thing. I felt the same way when my dad left us... it's the same fucking feeling.
I ran to my seat and take my bag. Jenny looks worried and want to follow me but I shake my head to her. I take my keys and start the engine pressing hard in the gas.
As soon as I arrive at Luke's I run to his fromt door knocking like a fool.
"Luke? It's me.. open up please!" I practically beg.
I see his car and I know he's home. I finally hear footsteps and I sigh in relief.
He opens the door and I can't stop my body, I instantly wrap my arms around his neck.
"Thank God you're here." I whisper and I feel him wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Y/N ..." he whispers and I cut him off by kissing him. His mint taste is still on his tongue and I love how this always gets to me. His scent, his warm hugs, his tender kisses, the way he goes from the cutest person alive to the hottest person in the history, the enormous amount of pleasure he gives me everytime he whispers my name, bites my lip and fucks me like no one else before ... all these things ... I can't lie to myself anymore.
"I love you." I find myself speaking. As soon as the words leave my mouth he lets go of me in shock and now I'm scared. Why the heck did I say that?! Why on Earth would I say the one thing that will now ruin everything I have with him. I scared him, I'm 100% sure.
"No you don't Y/N.." he whispers low and I just stare in shock at him. Of all the things he could say to me ..this is what he chose?
"But I do !" He can't tell me I don't love him. I know I do.
I see him stepping back slowly and shakes his head. At each step he takes back I take another one closer to him. "Yes I do. I love you Luke." I state now pretty sure of the fact that I do love him.
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Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)
Fanfiction"You thought it was impossible and yet you fell in love with me..." "you taught me how to love" "and then you died. Teach me how to live without you." "I can't do that now babe."