"So you really are fucking him ..." I hear him say instead of answering my question.
"What are you doing here Luke?" I swear he drains all of my energy.
"I wanted to apologize ... I know I hurt you so bad baby, but please believe me I did it to protect you." He comes closer to me and as I reached the other floor. The way he called me baby makes me wanna cry again.
"Why are you doing this to me Luke? You wanted me to move on... You let me suffer from your death and now you come back and haunt me when I finally can move on ... I can get over us..." I whisper and his face softens.
"I know baby, I know, but I can't stand you with other men ... I can't see you wearing his clothes..." He steps even closer and I feel my back touching a wall as I step back.
"No Luke ..you can't do this.. Can't do this to me.." I look at him. Those icy eyes and those pierced lips make me go insane. He's so close to me..
"But baby I know you love me, I can feel your heartbeat babe. Please let me have you again ...please I need you." Hearing these words from him just makes me not thinking straight.
He faked his own death so he could make me move on ..now he's back again asking me to take him back.
"I don't know if I can forgive you Luke... You let me alone... I needed you." I feel my eyes shedding tears.
He wipes them with the shirtsleeves and I just want to cry more. "I'm sorry Y/N. I wish I could go back in time, but I can't do that... And I know I love you so much baby, I can't live without you. Trust me I wanted to leave.. I went to London in the first month,but then you left me a voice call and I heard you baby ... I needed to come back.. I needed to see you babe. Just give me a chance please." Having Luke's hands cupping my face feels so unreal.
All of these is so damn strange to me. I have know idea what's going on in his mind.
"You don't have to give me an answer now ..just meet me at the tree in the Grand Square in two days from now. I'll be there from 4pm to 7pm ...if you'll be there I know you can at least forgive me for what I've done ...if not I will disappear and let you live the life you're supposed to live." He looks into my eyes and I see him getting even closer... I can't move or do anything about it. I feel his lips touching my cheek and then I see him turning around and leaving.
I touch my cheek and I can't believe he was here ...can't believe how he always messes up with me.
"You lost yourself?" I see Michael Om the stairs. Fuck ..
"Sort of." I smile and take the bottle of wine from a box. "Here, found it." I say and he giggles.
"You know ..people usually drink wine after they had sex." I smile and he laughs.
"I like to drink after." I laugh at his words and head downstairs.
After seeing Luke here I could use Jager bombs ...but I hope wine will do it for now.
"Slow down buzzy.." Michael says laughing as I gulp down the bottle.
"Sorry ..I just really like it." I say trying to find a better excuse than meeting Luke after having sex with him.
"Wanna get drunk tonight?" He answers and I nod without thinking. "Was I that bad?" He laughs after seeing me.
"No no no ..it isn't that.. It's not that at all, you were awesome.. It's just .. It's been a long day." I admit and he nods standing up.
In a few moments I see him with a bottle of Jager and one of whisky.
"Then let's get drunk." He says and we turn up the music drinking like two fools.
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Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)
Fanfiction"You thought it was impossible and yet you fell in love with me..." "you taught me how to love" "and then you died. Teach me how to live without you." "I can't do that now babe."
