*YOUR POV*
When he said I was his, I almost died. It sounded so good. It sounded perfect... but of course he was referring to his fuck buddy. Now I just feel bad, I mean not really bad, I know it's nothing going on between us ... I just thought we're a little more than 'fuck buddies'.
I shrug this off as his hands are caressing my hair just laying in bed. "Can I sleep here tonight?" I ask him breaking the silence.
"Yeah, of course." He smiles at me and I bury my head deeper in his chest. I love this, I love how his heart beats are my favorite melody and how his skin is my favorite temperature. I just love everything he does. I love hi- No no no ! You don't! Stop lying to yourself Y/N !! He's just your fuck buddy. My inner voice is screaming in my head. I can't stay here.. what the fuck was wrong with me when I asked him if I can stay here.
"I should probably get a shower." He said and I nodded. "Yeah ..me too." I laugh a little. "Do you want to come with me?" He offers but I shake my head. I need a little space to clear my mind. It's just what we are doing is really weird ... he's my teacher goddammit.
"Oh .. ok. You can use the downstairs shower." He tells me and I nod climbing off of the bed.
He offers me two towels some clothes of his and then leaves me alone in the bathroom. I wash away Ashton and Luke's scent and then massage my body with some body cream I found in Luke's bathroom. I pull on his t-shirt and I feel weird taking some boxers of his on, but he ripped my panties. His underwear actually is like a pair of shorts to me and I don't even take my jeans on as I feel comfortable like this.
After I dry my hair I walk outside of the bathroom and I hear him in the kitchen. I will actually tell him I won't sleep here tonight.
"I made some popcorn. I thought if you stay over we'll have the time to watch a movie or so .." I hear him and seeing him with a messy hair and only in a grey pair of trousers I can't refuse him.
"Yeah ..sure." I find myself speaking. I guess I have to tell my mom I'll sleep at Jenny's tonight..
"What do you want to watch?" He asks and I shrug. I'm not sure I want to watch anything.
"Whatever you want." I say and he nods
*Luke's POV*
"Okay ...then we'll watch Safe Heaven." I say and she smiles. I take her hand and lead her on the bed in front of the TV.
She looks confused at the small gesture of taking her hand in mine so I let her go. I don't want to do something wrong, even I'm acting weird.
The movie starts and I see her with glued eyes on the screen and she's so beautiful. Her hair is messy and her face is so light without make up, don't even know why she uses make up, she's really beautiful.
I like how she smiles when Alex says something cute to Katie, or how she looks so tensed when Kevin finds Katie. At the end of the movie I can't stop myself. I need to kiss those fine lips. I slow rub her cheeks with my thumbs and I place my lips on her feeling my heart beats increase. She always does this, I don't know what's happening with me ... but I think I'm falling for her. I don't want to fuck her, right now I just want to hold her in my arms and to feel her body close to mine.
"I was watching that." She smiles as I detach my lips. "I'm sorry. Wanna replay the last part?" I ask smiling and she nods so I take the remote controler and press rewind. "Not that silly." She smiles taking away the remote and pressing her lips to mine.
I smile through the kiss and for the longest time in my life I finally feel happy.
She cuddles with me and I don't want this to end ever. I feel her body weight more on mine and I know she's asleep. I slowly hear her rhythmic breaths and I fall asleep also.
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Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)
Fanfiction"You thought it was impossible and yet you fell in love with me..." "you taught me how to love" "and then you died. Teach me how to live without you." "I can't do that now babe."
