(A/n. So excited for this chapter. You'll probably lo e me after you read Chapter 44 which will probably be one of my faves xx can't wait to write it.)
I wake up as my alram rings and this day has finally come. I'd normally take a dress for the graduation, but as I'll ride with Michael I just don't feel like taking a dress, especially after the most weird dream have ever had, so I take a black pair of hugh waisted skinny jeans and my black high heels along with a nice tank top tugged under my jeans. I take a long necklace and some bracelets after doing my hair in some loose curls and then go in the kitchen to eat some breakfast.
I can't even eat as I'm thinking over and over about that dream that seemed so real. I've never dreamed anything like that. But ending up in a different body and having Michael as my father makes me realize how stupid it all sounds. It all seemed so real, me dying and releaving another life that consumes me to the point i want to skip the graduation.
"Hey Y/N." Michael comes in my house travelig his fingers through his green hair. I invite him to eat with me. "You ready?" He smiles and I nod nervous. Can't believe I'm graduating from high school...
"Yeah ... Let's go." I smile and he leads me to his bike.
As I keep tight to him I imagine how it would'be been if Luke was still here.
As I would be on the stage taking my diploma, he would wink while biting his lip ring and would cheer so joyful.
He would compliment how good I look in that dress I would've wear and told me how much he wants me. He would probably kiss me the minute I'm out of school, we would've drive to a pub and spend our day in the most public places together just because we could've finally do that. He would'be drive me to his house, but probably we would've do it in the backseats of his car as how impatient we were to get in the house.
"Y/N!!" Jenny makes me snap from my thoughts as she gives me the robe I'm supposed to wear above my clothes and I just stare at her.
"Are you ok?" I hear Michael asking and I nod. "A little nervous I guess." I assure him I'm fine and then I go with the class I'm supposed to be seated near.
It feels like a deja vu. Everything feels like it's happening for the second time.
The principal, Ashton, decided to make the graduation event take place out side, in the park near the school. They organized it so well, all those chairs placed on the field, it's amazing. I see Michael sitting besides Mom and they wave at me so I wave back, God thus is nerve racking.
I hear names and names being called and I still hope I will hear my name.
"Calum Hood." I hear Ashton saying in the mic and I see Hood standing up making impressions at all those girls.
We clap at everyone and most of the people I know got their diplomas.
"Jenny Sawyer." I hear and I clap happy for my girl.
After another few names I finally hear my name. "Y/N Y/L/N." Ashton smiles and I stand up going on that stage.
"Go Y/N!!" I hear Michael yelling and I can't stop laughing, I hope I won't stumble and fall.
I get the diploma sort of confused repeating in ny head the exact same words Ashton will say to me after we shake hands. "Congrats sweetheart." He said, of course not on mic.
"Thanks Ash." I smile and he laughs a little.
I feel so odd, why did I just called him Ash? Only Luke used to do that... Luke. I miss Luke. He died, why is this day so strange? Why is it feels like it happened once more? It's like in the dream, i will follow Luke today and today is the day i go insane, i will end up in a mental hospital, i will die there, meet Luke is some sort of pinkish heaven and then forgwt everything about him, owning a new identity. I'll find his soul and we'll fall back in love to the point we both remember who we are, but we end up dead as it's too much to take in for both of our new identities
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Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)
Fanfiction"You thought it was impossible and yet you fell in love with me..." "you taught me how to love" "and then you died. Teach me how to live without you." "I can't do that now babe."
