Who Would Have Thought?!

Ch.106

-1st October, Friday

—Katsuki's POV

This room is obviously not some human doctors room. There's no way they do paints the ceiling black.

I glance at the bag that's being filled up with my blood. Even if I can't see him, knowing I'm helping him and he has contact with me by having my blood feels reassuring.

It might be fucked up but... oh who cares? I mean come on, vampires? Then really nothing means anything.

It's still weird, but I believe it, not even sure how it is but now I know it's there. Something weird happens I can't just say it's a coincidence anymore.

If vampires exist and they do, then up can be down and red can be black, it's all senseless and sense full... and it's also so annoying I just want Izuku...!

I wish I had told Izuku from the beginning how I feel... we could have hold hands for years now... kissed a millions of times... I could have rail him up a bunch *Chuckle* and frustrate him.

If I just wasn't so stupid and acted in a complete dumb fucking way... what the hell was I thinking?! Would it not have been better if I was nice to him and make him cling to me or something...? Why the hell did I honestly fucking think it would end well if I bully him..?

"Fuck... I'm so stupid..."

"Why?"

I look up almost having a heart attack from this stupid freak... Kazuya... I hate him, I fucking hate him.

Izuku, my Izuku, my love... he sucked on his neck and hand... they were doing something he should have only done with me but... fucking hell... I hate this guy.

"Mind your own business." I said shutting my eyes and leaning back. The only one I accept is Chika, the rest can all fuck off... including this jerk.

Izuku should have hold me close to himself and suck on my neck not on his...

"Is it to my understanding you don't like me?" He asked, but fuck, I just want him to shut up. If only Chika was here then she would completely distract me with just her presence, but she is at the fucking library which I'm fine with since she's been clinging to me none stop after what had happen last week.

Foolish girl thought I was going to kick her out because Izuku decide to see her. I'm not dumb, I understand he can see her but not me, as it probably wouldn't end too well...

"You going to ignore me now? Can I take that as a yes?" He asked again pissing me off.

I opened my eyes staring at him as I felt the smirk creep onto my face.

"I wonder how Izu would react if I were to say you hurt me, or done something you shouldn't have..." I mumbled staring at him as his eyes widen and he swallow.

"I... uh... I'm not sure what you're thinking but the young master is like, if I'm allowed to say... it's like as if I have my own younger sibling, so-"

"Yeah right, you were grunting and moaning as he sucked on your neck in my fucking house so shut up!" I yelled glaring at him, I could feel my blood boiling. Even my blood flow faster into that blood bag as this jerk force my temper to rise...!

"...I understand but, I have to make sure he isn't going to kill you... and it is not like I enjoy that painful moment you see... considering he knew I'm a vampire he..." he stopped, shutting his eyes as he rub his neck.

"He wasn't being easy with me you see, I do not enjoy it but I'm use to doing such things as feeding another if there isn't supply for us, and it was better for him to have my blood rather than yours as you already know how painful that is..." he said before his expression got more serious.

"Especially then, he was completely out of it, just touching you completely throws him off... he probably would not have been able to stop himself before too late." He said, I fucking hate him, I hate him... I know he is fucking right so I can only hate... shit. I'm acting stupid again.

He got down on his knee with his head down.

"Please forgive me, but I'm to protect you from him as well as protect him from you, and even protect him from himself when needed, I sincerely apologise." He said not looking at me but at the floor.

"I cannot understand the feelings you too have." His words are so annoying... but I really love Izuku. "I'm not either of you but I'm telling the truth when I say all I want is for my young master to be healthy and happy again." He said... I seriously hate him.

He even acts mature... I should be acting like that... I should be someone Izuku can rely on and trust but instead.... instead he can never tell me anything and just hides things from me and tells me to go away when he isn't well.

Really... I just hate myself.