Who Would Have Thought?!

Ch.105

—Katsuki's POV

What the hell do I do...? What happened damn it?!

I grabbed her hand as she sniffles and cry just staring down at me, her eyes squinting filled with tears.

"Chika please I-"

"*Hicc* I met *Sniff* I-Izuku."

She finally spit it out ripping her hands from mine and backing away, crouching down and crying more.

"I-I'm sorry! *Sob* I-I really-really I'm! But *Sniff* I-I just c-couldn't tell you I... *Sob* b-but I wanted to!" She cry staring at me before hiding her face in her arms and knees again.

I took a deep breath staring at her and went closer to her, getting up and crouching front of her again.
I rubbed her upper arm then pat her head.

"It's... it's fine Chika." I whispered and all her weeping came to a halting stop as she looked up at me. Running nose and burning cheeks.

She stare at me eyes widen... yeah well, I do be surprised by my own words if I were her, God knows what she was thinking I was gonna do once I hear she met him...

"Y-you-" Chika choke on her own breath coughing so I pat her back. "Y-you're not a-angry?"

She stare at me as I stare at her, I smile... but I guess she could tell it wasn't a happy one, but even so...

"Y-you not going to kick me out and not talk to me again?! Your sure?! I-I thought you will h-hate me for-forever for-*Hicc*" as her words got cut off she tightly hug me.

She grip the back of my T shirt as her messy face bury into my chest crying, what a pitiful little girl...

I pat her head as she cry, only pulling herself closer to me.

"I-I'm *Sob* sorry..." she cry... I cried a lot too before...

"It's fine, it's fine... just stop crying, at least you could see how he was so... how... let's continue cooking." I said, I think, I rather not know... I feel uneasy...

I'm mean, why would she be hiding it if everything was okay? Why?... *Gulp* I don't have it in me to hear it now.

I pushed her back and wipe her face with my hand.

"Just stop crying, let's cook." I said, I try smiling, but I'm not sure how it came out. Regardless she weakly smile back at me and nod.

So we got back to cooking but not before I changed my T shirt and had her wash her face.

...

"You're really not going to leave me?" I glance at Chika as she cut the vegetables up.

Why would I? I would be just left alone then... and... I don't really want that honestly.

"No plus..." I mumbled, it's not like she was the only one who kept something from the other but...

"I guess I knew you met him." I said, she stopped staring at me but I continued with what I was doing.

"But-"

"He came to see me... I mean, I guess it was him." I said, I could feel how she keep staring at me. But it's not something I was planning to talk about.

"It was on Tuesday, but sun wasn't even up yet..." I took a deep breath before continuing while remembering, I'm not even sure why I feel so overwhelmed thinking about it.

"I couldn't sleep so I was just staring towards the balcony, that lace curtain we put up was the only one down, so I could see outside..."

"And there was someone who appeared on the balcony, he stood there for probably over an hour but just as the sun began to rise he disappeared..." I explained, honestly at that moment I was scared for a bit till I just realise that it's probably him.

I couldn't even bring myself to get out of bed, I could feel he was going to leave if I move so... I just stared.

I felt reassured, but... Chika's behaviour proves what I was worried about.

Something isn't right with him, and as always I have no clue what it is... fucking hell with it honestly.

I just want Izuku back... he is mine after all.