𝐀 𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑 - 𝐦. 𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐮

𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 | 𝟑𝟖

i accidentally deleted this chap, 🙏

<3

"c'mon," osamu urged, giving you a playful nudge, "open it already."

you were sitting at your desk, your test paper neatly folded in front of you. you didn't want to open it. you even thought about shoving it in your bag and never thinking about it again.

"y/n," osamu drawled, giving you a look that said, don't be so dramatic. but you simply swatted at him, your brows set in an irritated line.

"don't rush me!" you said. "this is a big deal for me."

osamu held his hands up in placating gesture before leaning away from you. he was still looking at you though, an almost amused smile playing on his lips. he'd never seen you this nervous for a test. usually you would just take one quick breath and unfold it.

probably because you already knew what the results would be.

this time, you actually worked for it. it was like this moment would decide if everything atsumu and kita had helped with would've been worth it.

osamu lazily hunched in his chair, his arms going up to rest on either side of his head. "i'm sure you did fine."

you nodded, but you weren't too convinced. it didn't matter though. you had to do this at some point. "okay," you breathed, "okay, fine. i'm doing it."

osamu lifted his head to look over your shoulder. "alright."

finally, you unfolded your test, your mouth falling open. you had a B. it was a very low B. you barely made it, actually, but it was a B nonetheless. "hey, you did it!" osamu praised, trying to meet your eyes to see your reaction.

you let out a long puff of air and slumped in your chair. it was like a pressure was lifted off your shoulders. you thought you would've done horribly. "i did it." you brought your hands over your face and let out a big breath of relief. "i actually did it!"

"yay," osamu cheered. it was flat, but you appreciated it anyway. you grinned at him and quickly wrapped him in a tight hug.

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you walked into the gym with osamu, a bright smile playing on your lips. you were so excited about your test you almost forgot about atsumu.

but now you were here everything was coming back.

you shouldn't have been so disappointed when he said there was nothing complicated about you guys. but you were. you kept thinking about why he would say that in the first place if nothing was ever complicated. he seemed so serious about it when you asked too. so why?

"so what did you get?" kita's voice drew you out of your thoughts.

you quickly smiled and held out your test. "a B," you said proudly. osamu, who was next to you, laughed quietly before disappearing towards the locker room.

"that's great!" he praised, earning an even bigger smile.

"thank you."

"i told you you'd do good," kita added, to which you nodded. you were about to thank him again when you met atsumu's eyes across the gym. he gave you an odd look—an almost weepy smile before turning away.

"are you okay?"

you blinked as you turned back to kita, a half-hearted smile spreading across your lips. "yeah, i'm good." kita gave your shoulder a small squeeze before turning away to continue setting up.

you stood there, a little dazed. your gaze fell on atsumu again. his back was turned towards you, busying himself with arm warm-ups.

should you talk to him? should you go up to him, or should you let him come to you? you couldn't decide. would you guys pretend to be fine? or were you guys actually fine?