First Crush, My Forever

Chapter 22

  As we begin our journey back to my house after the wonderful date Taytum took me on, I can't help but feel nervous and excited all at once. This was the perfect date and probably the best date I have ever been on. Everything the date consisted of was things I enjoy and was just perfect. She definitely listens and pays attention to things I like, she is perfect. I'm honestly not ready for the night to end and lose her company. My parents are keeping Kadence for the night at their house and I really want to fully take advantage of the free night that I have since I do not have one often.

  Did Taytum enjoy the date as much as I did? Do I kiss her goodnight and just let her leave? Do I invite her in for our date night to continue so I have a little more time with her? If she stays longer, will we spend time on the couch just talking? I have all these thoughts running through my head and before I know it, Taytum pulls into the driveway of my house. I feel a big knot in my stomach as I try to figure out my next move. I mean, I know what I want but does she?

  Taytum puts her car in park, unbuckles her seatbelt and turns her piercing blue eyes to me and smiles. "I had a great time with you Dani. Thank you for accepting a date with me. I hope you enjoyed yourself as well. I just have to know, what perfume are you wearing? It has a sensual scent with a blend of fruits and flowers and smells so good on you."

  I clear my throat to try and ease my nerves as I meet Taytum's gaze. "I had a great time as well, Taytum. The date truly was perfect, you were perfect. Thank you very much and the perfume is a new one I decided to try. It's Kate Spade New York and I'm glad you like it." I swallow hard before continuing. "If you're not in a hurry, do you want to come in?" Before Taytum can respond I quickly say, "KK is not here tonight."

  Taytum smiles at me as she turns her car off. "I would love to join you inside Dani." I unbuckle my seatbelt as she quickly gets off and rushes around to the passenger side to open my door. She offers her hand to help me out which I gladly accept. We continue holding hands as we walk until we reach my front door. Luckily I'm able to unlock the door despite feeling like a ball of nerves.

  Once we are inside, I quickly take my heels off as Taytum locks the door. "Would you like some wine?" I kindly ask as I motion to the kitchen.

  Taytum steps towards me and closes the distance between us. I look up at her and our eyes connect as she brushes a few strands of hair over my shoulder. "What I would like Dani, is to kiss you. If you are okay with that?"

  I lick my lips as I nod my head then whisper "yes."

  My green eyes flutter close when Taytum gently caresses my cheek as she brushes her lips against mine causing goosebumps to cover my skin. She cups my face and deepens the kiss causing heat to spread over my body. My lips slowly part and she doesn't hesitate to deepen the kiss more as her velvety soft tongue sweeps against mine. I moan from the contact which causes Taytum to smile into our kiss right before she slowly pulls away.

  "Taytum," I whisper as I look up at the gorgeous younger woman standing in front of me. She searches my eyes as she is looking at me and I push my nerves and insecurities away as I grab the tie of my dress and pull it undone, letting my dress open and fall to the floor around my feet. I watch Taytum's eyes widen and she swallows hard as she takes in my nearly nude figure.

  "Dani," Taytum practically growls with desire as her eyes take me in. Without saying a word I reach behind my back unhooking my strapless bra and let it fall to the floor with my dress. I watch as she licks her lips at the sight of my full breast. I breathe in a deep breath and slip my underwear down as well and let them fall then step out of them leaving my completely naked for her.

  "Please, Taytum," I softly say as she closes the little space that was between us. "I want you."

  Taytum grabs my hips and pulls my body flush against her then deeply kisses me to the point it feels like my head is spinning. She sensually skims her fingers up my body intensifying the desire I feel for her. One of Taytum's hands moves to the back of my neck then up and she grabs a handful of my hair, slightly tugging it back. I gasp at the feeling that jolts through my body all the way between my legs, arousing me even more. With my neck fully exposed, she peppers hot kisses down the column of my neck. I can't help but moan as her silky smooth tongue traces over my sweet spot at the base of my throat.

  Taytum slides both hands down my body then hoists me up and I instantly wrap my legs around her. She smiles as she carries me up the stairs and I caress her shoulders then down her back as I place soft, hot kisses on her neck. She reaches my bedroom and walks through the open door then pushes it closed with her foot. When Taytum's legs hit my bed she lays me down and I watch as her eyes hungrily travel down my body then back up. Nobody has ever looked at me the way she does and I have never felt this much desire for anyone.

  "Are you sure Dani?" Taytum asks as I sit up and she caresses from my cheek down to my chin. I nod my head yes hoping she will continue.

  "I want to hear you say it, Dani." Taytum tells me as she skims her thumb over my bottom lip.

  "Yes," I respond with a shaky breath. "Sorry, I'm nervous and I've never been with another woman before."

  "It's just me Dani, no need to be nervous." Taytum says. Her eyes lock with mine as she takes a step back, slowly unbuttons her shirt then tosses it to the floor. I watch as she unbuttons her pants, pushes them down and lets them fall to the floor too. Taytum steps out of her pants and is left in just a black Calvin Klein sports bra and matching boy shorts which I find incredibly sexy on her. God, she could be an underwear model or just a model in general. I can't focus on anything else but her amazing, fit body, especially those sexy abs and I suddenly feel insecure about my body. I have had a kid after all and have stretch marks plus still some excess weight. I quickly go to cover my breasts with my hands but she quickly stops me, shaking her head no and places my hands on the bed beside me.

  "Please do not try to hide your body Dani. Every inch of your body is beautiful and so damn perfect." Taytum says reassuringly. "I know you haven't been with a woman and I love the fact that I can be your first if you are absolutely sure." She stands up straight and I reach out, caressing her ads and I feel them flex beneath my touch.

  I move back on the bed, prop up on my elbows and motion Taytum to me. Her eyes trail down my body then back up again as she gets on the bed straddling me. Immediately I love the feel of her soft skin against mine and I would really love to feel her completely naked against me but I know she is being cautious to not overwhelm me since I have never been with another woman. I pull her to me by the back of her neck and capture her lips in a passionate kiss. I lay all the way down as we are kissing and I feel the bed dip beside my head as Taytum holds herself up with one hand.

  Taytum's tongue softly sweeps against mine and I moan into her mouth. I move my hands to her butt and firmly grab to create more pressure where I want her. She smiles against my lips then pulls away as she places warm, tender kisses to my chin, jaw and my neck. "Are you sure?" Taytum mumbles against my skin as she kisses down my neck, across my collarbone to the swell of my breasts.

  "Yes." I practically moan.