Dating Josh this past month and knowing him for 2 months has been phenomenal! We have so much fun together he's like no other boyfriend I've had. I just started to take my birth control about 2 weeks ago because Josh and I Say we want to be sexually active. It was kind of weird asking my mom to get me a prescription of it because she knows now that Josh and I are having sex. We didn't start though except for the first time. It's Thursday and I just got back from school and Practice and I'm just exhausted. My dads working late tonight and probably won't be home until 11pm, and Devon's staying the night at his friends dorm.
I was in my room getting changed and texting Josh when I heard my mom yell "Amanda dinner is ready!".
I walked downstairs and sat at the kitchen table and began eating.
"So how was school and practice?" Asked my mom.
"Good I guess, I'm just so tired I'm so busy all the time.." I said while I rubbed my eyes.
"Aw it's only 7pm honey your not going to see Josh today"
"Eh I saw him at lunch today, I'm just to firkin tired, we hang out a lot to so I do want you know my time and space to" I said
"Oh yeah I hear you, I don't even think it's healthy to be with your boyfriend like 24/7.." My mom said.
"Yeah I know"
"So are you and Josh having sex right now" my mom asked.
I almost choked on my chicken when I heard that.
"Mom! No not right now.. But it's there for when we are if we are.. I just want to be safe that's all" I said awkwardly.
"Ok I rather you not be having sex because it just leads in to a bunch of messes, but I understand sweetie."
"Mom I don't think anyone wants their kids being sexually active.. It just has to happen." I said truthfully.
"I know baby!" My mom said while she hugged me tight.
I decided to go to bed.
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TEXT to Josh:
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(Me): Goodnight babe!
(Josh):Your going to sleep already.. It's only 7:30
(Me): Yes babe I'm exhausted
(Josh): Well I really really wanted to hang out with you :(
(Me): We hang out all the time
(Josh): 😩 I really missed you I just wanted to see you
(Me): You saw me at lunch..
(Josh): That was like 8 hours ago..
(Me): I know but we will see each other Tomorrow morning I promise, than we will hang out after practice because it's a Friday! Ok:)
(Josh):Ok baby I'm just gonna be missing you!
(Me): I miss you to..
(Josh):What do you want to do tomorrow?
(Me):I don't know there may be a few parties tomorrow, do you have any ideas
(Josh):Well I'm not sure about what you want to do but do you want to have sex tomorrow..?
**AH SHIT I DONT KNOW IF IM READY FOR THIS.. I MEAN WE ALREADY DID IT BUT I DONT EVEN REALLY REMEMBER IT.. LIKE WE DIDNT KNOW EACH OTHER NOW WE DO..AH!**
(Me):Umm idk
(Josh):Amanda it's totally fine if your not ready.. I mean we already did it it's jut I get it
(Me): I mean I'm nervous obviously because it's pretty much like our first time, we barely even remembered the first time
(Josh): I know I can barely remember it either but I know it was good
(Me):Yeah like the day after I kind of remembered it but than it faded..
(Josh):What's holding you back from doing it
(Me): idk I'm just nervous.. Like I really like you and I'm just so scared on like how it's going to turn out
(Josh):Well it's fine we can do it in a few months I guess..
(Me):Idk.. It is it I never planned out having sex it was always kind of in the moment.. Like thinking of it makes me nervous idk why
(Josh):Well we can just hang out Tomorrow and just plan on doing it and we can do it to where were in the moment
(Me):it's fine we can just do it tomorrow I'm acting really stupid right now
(Josh):Babe your not stupid it's scary doing it with someone for the first time
(Me):Where are we doing it though.. My parents will be home
(Josh):My dad isn't coming home till late at night because he has to go to his friends birthday party after work, and than my moms meeting him there, and Chloe is going over her friends house for a sleepover
(Me):What about Jackie?
(Josh): She barely lives at our house, she pretty much stays at her boyfriends like every night
(Me):Ok what time
(Josh):After practice, which is 5:30 than will go get showered at home get ready, go and get dinner, than go back to my house hang out and see what happens
(Me):Ok :) see you tomorrow baby! Goodnight
(Josh): see ya tomorrow ;) goodnight
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I plugged my phone in to it's charger and went to sleep. I'm so nervous for tomorrow.
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Teen FictionAmanda and Josh are two carefree teenagers who fall in love. But when they think their lives are going great many unwanted surprises come their way.
