In the end

Blacked out

I woke up confused as all hell, with a terrible head ache, and a mediocre stomach ache. I tried sitting up but doing that made my head pound hard. When I got enough strength I pulled myself up and looked at Josh passed out beside me. Where the fuck am I. I went to the bathroom than went on my phone. On my snapchat I saw my story of the concert. Shit I totally forgot about that, I must have blacked out. Yet again I don't even remember drinking that much.

Since it is a Saturday I really don't have to be home at all but I know that Josh has some family party to go tonight so I better wake him up because it's 1pm.

"Babe! Babe! Wake up! Come on Josh get up!" I said shaking his arm.

No response. I got frightened.

I began nudging him harder.

"Josh, josh, baby" I kept calling but no answer.

My heart stopped at the thought that he could be dead. But I'm not taking that as an answer.

"JOSH!! JOSH! JOSHUA FUCK WAKE UP BABY!" I said hitting him and trying everything I could to wake him up.

I began to give up. I felt tears roll down my cheek and I sat beside him. While I cried I hugged his body. I hovered myself over him and my tears fell on to his face.

I saw his face squint.

"What the fuck! Amanda what, what's going on?"

"Oh my god, your alive!" I said while I hugged him.

"Yeah, why did you say that, and where are we." He asked confused.

"Babe you wouldn't wake up I've been trying to wake up up for about 10 minutes now"

"What? Why, why was I so knocked out?" He asked.

"I don't know baby"

"Where the hell are we, why are you here, what happened?" He asked confused.

"The concert was last night" I replied.

"What? I don't remember it, what the fuck is going on Amanda!" He said angry.

"I don't know babe, I guess we got really drunk and blacked out, I don't know!" I said nervous.

"No, we couldn't have drank that much, and even if we did get our hands on that much alcohol, I'd never blackout, I've drunken so much one time and I never blacked out so that is not possible."

"I don't know, were we drugged?" I said.

"Oh my god, Amanda.."

"What?" I asked scared.

"We were drugged, that guy who got us the beers, they were open, he drugged us! Fuck!" Josh said pissed off.

"What do we do!" I asked scared.

"I don't know Amanda, if I get randomly drugged tested I'm fucked ok, my baseball dream is down the fucken drain, and if we go to the cops we don't have any proof, a whole investigation will be lined up, attention is brought on to us, I can't have colleges know that I drink underaged.. Fuck!" Josh shouted.

He made me even more scared. I've never seen him like this. He has a temper and it's scaring me.

"Babe, stop we will just tell our parents ok, they'll know what's best to do! Now can you stop yelling your scaring me!" I yell back.

"I'm sorry Amanda, I am  I love you it's just you have to look at it in our eyes were screwed either way."

"How do you know if there's drugs In our system!" I said.