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I'm about to get my blood drawn. My mom and Josh came with me. I'm so shaky right now from being so anxious. I sat down in the chair and she wrapped this rubber band around my arm. It was so tight, It was getting me so nervous. I held Josh's hand. I felt a needle than jab me.ugh. I covered my face in Josh's abdomen. He rubbed my head and I just shut my eyes so tightly. I felt all this blood coming out. It felt like we were sitting there for years. I felt the rubber band come off so I looked and the blood was still coming out. Oh god. All this dizziness hit me. So I held on to Josh harder. I felt the needle come out and then a bandage go on my arm.

"All done sweetie!"

I uncovered my face and I saw all the bottles filled with blood. Oh god. I got up still dizzy and ran to the bathroom. I opened the door and threw up in the toilet. Ugh I hate blood. I just sat there so upset. I began crying. The door opened and Josh came in. He knelt down by me.

"Amanda, baby are you ok?"

"I don't know.." I said crying.

"What happened" he asked.

"I threw up, I'm not feeling good.."

"Oh ok, how about we get you something to eat and you go lay done ok?!" He asked.

"Ok"

He helped me up and we went to the car. My mom hugged me.

"Honey your father and I are leaving in a hour to go on our trip to Georgia.. I feel terrible do you need me to stay home."

"No go have fun, I'm fine trust me it was just from the blood.. It grossed me out" I replied.

"Mrs. Walker I will be there if she needs anything.. Don't worry, I'll call if there's any problems" josh said.

"Ok thanks"

We got in the car and went to this bagel place. I got plain bagel with butter. The more I ate the better I felt. After we finished eating we began driving to my house. When we got there my mom parked the car. We got out and I hugged my dad.

"Aw my poor baby, do you feel better?" He asked.

"Yeah"

"Ok good!" He replied.

My parents packed up the car and were about to leave. My mom and dad gave me a hug.

"Josh take care of her please! And no getting in to trouble" my dad said.

"You got it Mr. Walker"

"Call your brother if there's an emergency he will get here quicker than us." My mom said.

"Ok"

They got in the car and drove away waving.

"I'm going to go to bed, I didn't get very good sleep last night.." I said.

"Ok want me to stay here?"

"No I'm fine.. I'll call you later" I replied back.

"Ok"

He gave me a kiss than got in his car and drove off. I went inside. Ok it's now or never.. I need that test. I grabbed my keys and money and hopped in my car. I began driving to our local cvs. I parked the car and hurried in. I didn't see anyone I knew because it's like 7am on a Saturday. I went to the female section. Pads, tampons, condoms, pregnancy test. I looked at the tests confused as all hell. I saw 'first response' there's two in a box, so I grabbed two. I than walked over to the drink isle. I grabbed a huge jug off water. I began walking to the cash register when I saw Josh's friend Ryan and Marc. Fuck oh fuck. I saw them look at me and smile. Shit they know it's me. They began walking over. I chucked the test and threw the jug down and pretended to Look at the gum.