In the end

And so it begins

Oh shit! Oh shit! My due date is In 2 days. My stomach turned from all of my emotions. I'm excited, nervous, scared, happy.. I don't know what to think. I'm so not ready for this. Josh is coming over to spend the last few days of our freedom, and summer together, He's also going to help me pack my bag for the hospital. I know I should've done this a few weeks ago, but I just never had the energy to.

Josh arrived at my house. He walked up to my room and sat on my bed. I was in my closet getting my bag out. Once I did I put it on the bed and kissed Josh. His face was equal to my huge stomach. He began playing with it, and kissing it.

"Daddy is so excited to see you Ryder!"

"So is mommy, but I kind of want to see you later on, in a few days. I am so not ready to give birth!" I said rubbing my stomach.

"Mommy is being mean! She doesn't want to see you.."

"Oh shut it!" I said giggling hitting Josh on the head playfully.

"Ow!!"

"Please , that's nothing.. I'm going to be in hell with the amount of pain I'm going to be going through." I said stressed.

"I know.. Hey why didn't you pack this bag like forever ago?"

"Hey shut it! I'm fat and lazy.. We just got lucky I haven't went in to labor yet!" I said.

"Your really lucky!" Josh said cocky.

"Ok, enough.. Are you going to help me pack or not?"

"Okay, okay.." He said getting up.

"I need stuff for myself first.."

I went in to my closet. I got 2 pairs of sweatpants, 2 pairs of yoga pants, 3 T-shirts, a nicer T-shirt, 3 bras, pads for my leaking boobs, my breast pump, socks, underwear, makeup, brush, hairties, deodorant, perfume, shampoo, conditioner, body and face wash, toothpaste, toothbrush, two pillows, a nice fluffy blanket, 2 sweatshirts, and pads.

"Why do you need pads for?" Josh asked.

"Because I bleed for awhile.."

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"It's kind of like my period... I bleed for awhile.. It may be a few days, a few weeks.. It all depends. That's why we can't have sex for 6 weeks, because I'm still recovering."

"Oh my god! It bleeds for 6 weeks straight?" He asked frightened.

"NOO! Ew geez, that's terrifying!"

"Well what's it like when you have your period?" He asked.

"You bleed for a week, you have cramps, headaches, back aches.. It's a mess"

"I'm so glad I'm a guy! And I'm so glad were having a boy" Josh said.

"Yeah.. Well now on to the baby's stuff!"

I grabbed diapers, bottles, pacifiers, onesies, pants, socks, sweaters, blankets, bibs, hats, mittens, burp rags. Pretty much everything we need. Than Josh and I decided to pick his coming home outfit out. We picked a blue plaid onesie, a white onesie to go under it, blue jeans, and blue socks!