In the end

Driving me crazy

-Josh's POV-
Things have changed. DRAMATICALLY! I'm going to be a dad. Now I know most boys at my age would run. Run from their responsibilities. Leave their Babies, and their girlfriend, or one night stands all by themselves. I'm scared. I am so scared. I wake up everyday thinking that it was just a nightmare, but it isn't. So all day I feel like I'm going to throw up from my nerves. It's crazy.

I love Amanda I really do! I think we can make this work. Her parents might make it tough on us, because they always need to chew at her ear about stuff 'she should do' yet they seem to be the crappiest parents out there. I don't care what happens if my daughter gets pregnant! Her age Doesn't matter 15,16, or 30. She's still my daughter and I will never kick her to the street. She's my baby! I would be super super mad but I wouldn't ignore her, or kick her out.

I can't tell what I'm feeling right now. Like I guess it hasn't really hit me. I still want to be a crazy teenage boy! Play sports, party, have fun, have sex! But that lead me to a crap whole. But hey my Grammy always told me 'everything happens for a reason, no matter how long it takes... Something good will come out of it!' I really hope she's right about that. I just don't know what to do. I know we need Money. I know Amanda said she will start working, and wants to get a job at the tutoring place because you make some damn good ass money there. She's going tomorrow for her interview. I talked to my family friend who works there and she sees how much we need it so she need if she's not capable of well Educational tutoring, she can work as a secretary, or something.

My days lately have been, school, home, family, homework, and Amanda. It's tiring and getting boring. It's a lot of the same stuff. But today I don't have practice so I'm going to hang out with my friends I need it. Amanda's hormones have been crazy. I can't even vent to my friends because they don't know, and can't know. If I try saying it to my mom she like yells at me for it.. Because I did it to her and all this crap, than my dad just kind of says 'Yeah' to Half the stuff I say to him. No one gets me. In a few days I'm going to tell Jackie that Amanda's pregnant, because she's been on vacation and working so we didn't get a chance to tell her. I'm so nervous she gets so Bitchy.

After school ended I began walking to my car. I got in and began driving off to Connor's house. I didn't tell Amanda I was going so she'll probably get mad. Because she Expects us to hang out every free minute of our life's together. It's annoying. After a 7 minute drive I arrived at Connors house. I walked in and saw Him sitting in the couch drinking a beer.

"Oh your already partying?" I said laughing.

"Hell yeah stressful day.."

"You don't even know what stress is.." I said stressed.

"What do you mean.."

"Never mind.." I said shaking my head.

"Bro, you all good?" He asked.

"Yeah, just Amanda getting bitchy"

"Oh, girls are girls! I just broke up with Maya.. But tomorrow she's going to want me again so I don't get it.." He said annoyed.

I went in my phone because Amanda already began snap chatting me. She sent a pic of her in her car. So I sent a selfie of Connor and I to her. She opened it, Than sent a pic back. It was of her rolling her eyes 'Why don't you tell me where your going!". I replied back "sorry babe I need some bro time!".

She began texting me.

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(A) When are we hanging out? I thought we were than you just make plans. When the baby come should better not pull this crap because I'm not having it

(J)I'm just with My friends babe! What's the big deal

(A)I'm your family rn in life and your not communicating with me about anything!