In the end

Lust

My softball game just ended. We lost by a point but oh well. Josh and I have been really good everyday I love him more and more. Ever since we had sex last week he's been bothering me to do it again. I swear it's all boys ever want to do.

I got my bags from the locker room and I began walking to my car.

"Babe!" I heard Josh call.

"Hey!" I turned around and hugged him.

"So your game was good"

"Not really but it's whatever" I said shaking my head.

"Oh come on it's fine! Anyways my practice just ended do you want to hang out?"

"Not really I want to sleep" I said kind of annoyed.

"Oh um ok .. Does Later tonight sound good?!" He asked smiling.

"No babe I'm not in the mood today, I just want to hang out with my family tonight.."

"Oh ok what about tomorrow?" Josh asked patiently.

"No can do, I have some family party to go to"

"Are you just making up excuses to not hang out with me" He said a little annoyed.

"No! Babe of course not.. I really do have a family party tomorrow" I said honestly.

"Well I feel like every time I've been asking for us to hang out you don't want to"

"Josh I do, we hang out everyday.. We see each other everyday, we talk everyday, kiss everyday, text everyday, call each other everyday .. I just think we need our breaks you know, like I don't want to hangout with you everyday I'm sorry I just don't, sometimes I just want to hang out with my family alone, and hang out with my friends alone, and just have my time alone.. I'm sure you want the same right?" I said to Josh.

"I don't know I'm love you Amanda I don't want to not talk to you everyday your my girlfriend! I want us to be close and all, I'm sorry we talk to much" Josh said mad.

"Baby I don't want to you to be mad!" I said regretting this conversation.

"Do you take this relationship seriously?" Josh asked.

"Josh! What type of question is that, of course I take it seriously.. I just said we should have our own times to.. I want my girl time with my friends, and I want family time, and I want me time that's all.. I'm most saying we won't talk everyday I'm just saying sometimes it's healthy to just be around other people for a little bit that's all.." I said upset.

"Whatever.. I'm going to do whatever makes you happy ok baby?" He said while he hugged me and rubbed the back of my head.

"Yeah"

"Ok well go have fun napping!" Josh said as he hugged me tight.

"I will!"

"Are you going to Dream about me?!" Josh asked Cutely.

"I hope I do!" I said bitting my lip.

"Hey I'm actually thinking of taking a nap to.. And you know my parents are at my uncles house for the night with my little sister and If you want to we could nap together!" Josh said blushing.

"Ok fine!" I agreed.

"Great meet you at my place" Josh said smiling.

I got in my car and began driving to Josh's house. When I arrived there was no cars in the drive way so I just waited in my car until Josh arrived. While I waited I went on twitter. I was watching some videos when I heard knocking on my window and I saw Josh standing there laughing because he scared the crap out of me.