In the end

Everyone knows

I woke up thinking I can go back to sleep because it's weekend. Shit it's a Monday! Ugh I'm to exhausted. This baby is already making me exhausted and it's not even here yet. I groaned until I finally got up. I went in to the shower. I washed my body, I rubbed my hand over the small bump. I smiled. There's a life living inside of you right now! That's amazing. I can't wait to see it and Take care of it. Wait.. Take care of it, your doing adoption.

When I got out I was more upset than when I saw I had to wake up. I really want this baby. But I also really want to do adoption. Ugh. Let me just talk it over with Josh. Hopefully he likes me. He seemed distant last night. It never ends for me. I got changed in a black flow top to hide my little bump, than I put some dark colored jeans on, and some black flats and I'm all set. I went to the bathroom and put some makeup on. Wow I'm impressed it looks nice. I than straightened my hair. I went downstairs and grabbed my back pack. Crap I'm going to be late. I ran to the car and drove to school. When I walked in, all there was were eyes on me. My stomach turned. People began pointing, giggling, and giving nasty looks. I tried to keep my self calm but that's hard to do. I walked to my locker and I over heard these girls next to me conversation.

'Oh my god she's such a slut! I heard she was pregnant once before and aborted it! Now she cheated on Josh with someone else and is pregnant with their baby! She is so disgusting.. I'm surprised she's not fat, she's probably starving herself.' 

My heart began beating so fast. I felt tears rolling in and I just wanted to go home. I grabbed my Chemistry textbook and walked to my class. I walked in and eyes just magnetically flung to me. They began whispering and laughing. I sat down and just shook my head.

"Hey it's ok! Don't cry.. Amanda.." Nadya, said rubbing my shoulder.

"I feel so humiliated people are making up such fake rumors! Why.."

Class started and my teacher began teaching. I focused everything I could on what I was learning but I just felt so bad. The class ended. My stomach turned. More people. I walked really fast to my Gym class. When I walked in half the kids were already changed and waiting for the class to begin. I was just about to walk in the locker room when my teacher 'Mr. Cull' stopped me.

"Hey Amanda! Don't go in there, those are for members in this class only! Unpreganat people. Now you need to go to room 118 for a study hall! That's where you will be going for the remanning time of your pregnancy!" He yelled.

Everyone laughed and I felt so bad. I took the pass and quickly walked out of the gym. I felt my tears about to drop. But there were still to many people. One kid shouted 'Fucken slut' some others passed me and said 'Abort it!' Someone else said 'fat ass' my whole world crashed down. The tears just dropped from my eyes. They poured out. I just cried until I ran In to something.

"Amanda! Baby are you ok." Josh said.

Oh thank god! I ran in to him.

"No." I said crying.

He hugged my tightly and rubbed my back.

"What's been happeing.." He asked.

"Everything, everyone's staring, laughing, making rumors, calling me a slut, tell me to abort it, calling me fat.."

"Are you fucking kidding me!" He asked pissed off.

"No I'm not kidding you! Im so embarrassed... My gym teacher just announced to everyone that I'm pregnant."

"I'm so sorry baby.." He said with guilt.

This huge group of sophomores walked by. 'Fat ass slut! It be better if it was aborted, I wouldn't want as slut as a mother'