In the end

What is going on

This weekend Josh is going to North Carolina for his baseball state championship. I really want to go with him but I feel it might be hard too bring Ryder with me so I'm trying to figure out a babysitter for him.

I'm the meantime I'm just enjoying all the little things life is giving me. Good weather, education, my son, my amazing boyfriend just everything is really amazing in my eyes now a days.

Josh asked me out to dinner tonight and said his parents will watch RJ so that's what I'm doing tonight. Since Josh is about to go to the state championships he's been hitting the gym a lot and has been practicing all week so I'm looking forward too some alone time with him.

I just finished school so I headed to my grandmas to pick up RJ. When I got there my grandma was outside with him in the stroller looking at the animals she has.

"Hey y'all what's up?"

"Hey honey, look Ryder mommy's here!" Grams said picking Ryder up out of the stroller.

I ran over and hugged him tight. "Mama!"

"Mama! That's right Ryder you said mama! Omg he said mama!" I cheered.

"Aw honey he loves you."

I hung out with my grandma for a little bit outside than we went inside to get Ryder's diaper bag.

"So what are you doing tonight?" Grams asked.

"Josh and I are getting dinner tonight!"

"Oh cool, who's watching Ryder?" She asked.

I replied enthusiastically "Linda and John."

"What else are you guys going to do tonight?!" Grams giggled.

"Grams! You're so dirty.."

"Well you don't suspect I think you are a virgin right?"

I chuckled. "No I don't.... And I don't know what we are doing tonight besides dinner, I guess we will just have too wait and see."

"I guess so!"

I huffed. "I mean I could totally go for sex tonight because we haven't done anything in like 2 weeks since he's been so concentrated on his Baseball championship."

"Right, he will come around though a guy with no sex for 2 weeks will not play too his best ability so you better take care of him before his game, haha."

"Yeah I hope I make it to the game."

"What do you mean? Your not going?" She asked confused.

"I want too, but with RJ it's going to be tuff traveling and watching the game, plus trying to support Josh I don't know. I want a stress free weekend."

"I'll watch him! Go for the weekend have fun, and no drugs." Grams giggled.

"Really thank you!" I said while giving her a big hug. "Well RJ let's head home so mommy can pack her bags."

***

I just fed Ryder and now he's playing with his baby toys in the living room. I decided to pack my bags for the weekend in North Carolina. I packed tank tops, shorts, t shirts, skirts, bras, bikinis, shoes, sunscreen and most importantly lots of condoms.

I threw my bag on the floor than decided to get ready for tonight. I did my makeup nice and decided to straighten my hair. I went in to my closet and picked out a black skin tight dress with sleeves that reach the elbow. I than put on black pumps and a diamond necklace that Josh gave me in Jamaica. I also put on a pair of matching diamond earrings and applied a layer of light red lipstick. I grabbed a black clutch from my drawer and put my lip balm, money, mints and condoms in there.