In the end

Nervous

JOSH'S POV from here on out
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Today's Friday so I think I deserve a day off. My mom said she would watch Ryder for me tonight because she agrees that I need some free time. I haven't thought about what to say to Amanda yet about her pregnancy lie. I know she's lying, I just need to figure out how to get her to admit it.

I of course am going to school. I have history course right now and Amanda's in this class, yippee. My teachers said to get in to a group of 4 or more and work on some worksheet. My group was myself, Connor, Leeann, Ryan and Alana.

"So why a rent you working with your baby mama?" Alana asked, biting her pencil eraser.

I rolled my eyes. "Hell no! She's insane. Were over, I can't deal with her."

"Aw so do you get to see your baby a lot?" Leeann asked.

"Actually yes, I'm mommy and daddy. I take care of him full time.. While his mom just blows her life away."

"WHAT! Oh my gosh what did she do?" Alana screeched.

"It's really not important. They only thing is Ryder is safe, healthy and happy. I'd do anything for that kid so.."

"Your such a good dad! I would pick you for my baby daddy, haha. You just care so much and you'd do anything for your kid." Leann blushed.

My heart began beating fast and a smile arose on my face. Wow, I think lee likes me! She just said she would want me to be her baby daddy.

"Thanks."

"Anyways what are the plans for the night?" Connor asked.

"Haha, I don't know bro anything. I need time away from being a daddy, student, athlete."

"Well I heard Jamie Swanson is having a party tonight so we can go there." Ryan suggested.

"Sounds good bro, anything. I need my normal life back, haha"

"Whelp it sounds like a plan to me. Josh we need to have another friend vacation, this time you'll know RJ will be in good hands." Conor stated.

"Yeah I'm down, I just need to make sure the grandparents are up for it."

"Who's Amanda's parents?" Ryan asked confused.

"Hell no! They are Whack. They wanted me to kill my baby and wanted nothing to do with it."

"True, true."

"Anyways do you ladies want to come to the party with us tonight?" I asked.

"Of course!" Leann smiled.

"Great!"

Class ended and I was one of the last few people in the classroom, packing my bag up.

"So! Where are you going tonight?" Amanda asked scaring me half to death.

"What's it too you?"

"Just wondering, you know I think you deserve a night out daddy of the year! I can always watch the baby.." Amanda hinted.

"No! Amanda, no. That's like covering yourself in gasoline and standing next to a fire."

"Really, Josh I'm capable of taking care of our son!" She gasped.

"You're not though."

"You know what! I'm over this, you treat me like trash. I carried that child inside of me for 9 months at the age 17! I pushed that 7 pounds child out of my young vagina. I gave up everything for him and I don't get to see him! You have some fucken nerve." Amanda shouted.