In the end

Second time around

Even though I was exhausted last night I barely slept. I couldn't sleep thinking about sex with Josh. This is gonna be so weird like I don't know what to do, I never really had sex with someone from school so seeing him everyday might be really weird.

I got showered and dressed than went downstairs grabbed my bag and went to my car. I drove to Starbucks and got myself a coffee so I could keep myself awake today through tonight. I got a muffin as well. I ate it in the car while I jammed out to some ASAP Rocky. When I got to school I parked and began walking in. I bumped in to my friend Simon and Nadia.

"Amanda! Come here and give me a hug!" Nadia yelled. I ran over and hugged her than Simon.

"Hey girl you look good!" Simon said is his amazing gay voice.

"Aw thanks Sim! Your the real babe" I said smiling.

"Speaking about babe, how it's that hot ass boyfriend you got yourself!?" Simon asked so intrigued.

"He's good I really like him!"

"Mmmm girl if I could have me a nice looking boy like him I'd melt myself into a lake." Said simon.

I just laughed I can't with him sometimes... Well Most of the time.

"Do you have any guy action lately ?" I asked him.

"Oh don't even get me started, last weekend I was at this party and there were some gay guys there and phew, me and two guys hooked up!"

"Good for you!" I said smiling. "How about you Nadia?"

"Hell no I'm taking myself to church every Sunday and praying screw all of that sex drama".

We got in to school and began walking I saw Josh In his usual spot at his locker looking sexy. I said bye to Simon and Nadia. I tapped on Josh's Shoulder because he was taking to his friend Matt. He turned around and a huge smile grew on his face.

"Amanda baby I've missed you!" Josh said as he hugged my tightly than kissed my lips.

"I know but it's only been a day"

"Haha, I don't know what I'd be like with you gone for a week" Josh said giggling.

I just laughed.

"So are you excited for tonight!" He said smiling.

Ah I'm so nervous.

"I don't know" I said while bitting my lip.

"Aw Amanda it gonna be fine trust me, we don't even have to do it" josh said reassuringly.

"No I want to do it, I'm just still a little nervous" I said truthfully.

"I agree I'm kind of nervous to... Anyway I'll just talking about it to get it off your mind! Where do you want to go do dinner tonight?"

"Hmm I'm kind of in the mood for a burger" I replied.

"Ok we can go to Bonnie's burgers, or The diner, or smashers?"

"Either one surprise me!" I said while I reached up and kissed his lips.

The bell rang so everyone began hurrying to their classes while Josh and I stood at his locker.

"I'll see you later!" Josh said before he kissed me. "Text me when you get out of practice ok!"

"Ok! I'll see you..maybe we can meet up when I have study hall and you have lunch." I said to him.

"Yeah I'd love to!" Josh replied.

He kissed me agin.

"Save those for tonight!" I said winking and biting my lip.

"Babe please don't turn me on, I have such a long day of trying to remember and imagine what your body looks like under all these clothes"