In the end

Refreshing

I woke up at 8am at least I enjoyed some sleep. I swear the hospital is the worse place to sleep plus I'm sore, bleeding, excited, Nervous, and these firkin nurses come in every 10 minutes. I'm just so ready to go home and sleep. Josh was sleeping besides me. I kissed his head and went on my phone. I texted my friends that I had the baby and they were so happy. They wanted to come see him, so I agreed and they said they would come after school since it's their first day of senior year!! Gosh it's crazy, senior year is here already. I'm so ready to see my baby, I hit my nurse button and she walked in.

"Hi honey what can I get you? Breakfast..?" She said.

"Umm sure, and can I see my baby?"

"Yes! I'll have nurse Ally get him for you" She replied.

"Thanks"

The nurse came with my food so I ate, than Nurse Ally came with Ryder. She passed me him and I held him. I was so in awe over him. Josh woke up and looked at the baby.

"Awe, I love him! What time is it?" Josh asked

"8:30am.."

"Ugh, I'm so tired.." He said rubbing his eyes.

"I know same, you should go home and get some sleep"

"I don't want to leave you guys though.." He said frowning.

"It's ok! If I were you I'd go home."

"Yeah, maybe.." He said yawning.

"Today's first year of senior year!"

"Oh yeah! That's exciting... Oh shit I have to call my coach and tell him I can't make it to practice, that we had the baby!" Josh said grabbing his phone.He called his coach. While I fed Ryder. After Josh got off the phone his mom called and said she took the day off and is coming to visit. I'm excited.

"See baby! I'm ok your moms going to be here.."

"Babe your so much nicer thank god you gave birth!" He said.

"I know I hated being so hormonal."

Josh finally decided to go home to shower, and take a nap. While I waited for Linda to come I just sat with my baby he's so cute. After I had the baby last night I wasn't up to moving around at all, so I slept in my gown and I'm still all disgusting from birth, so when Linda comes I want her to watch Ryder while I shower. Everything has been smooth sailing so far, but I'm afraid once I leave the hospital that's when it's going to be hard. I'm staying home for the first month to take care of him. Plus I need to do all of my school, and homework. I hope I don't go crazy that first month of doing nothing. But once Ryder hits an ok stage to be brought out in public he will stay at my grandmas and she will watch him while I go to school.

While I continued sitting there in awe of my baby boy, Linda walked in. "Hi sweetie!" She said hugging me. "Hey" I replied back.

"Aw let me hold him!!" She said excitedly.

"Oh wash your hands first!"

"Haha, that's right, by your second kid it won't matter at all" she said washing her hands.

"Yeah, I'm just following doctors ordered, I don't want to be a bad mom at all"

"I get it honey, now let me see my baby boy!" She said picking him up from my arms.

"Hey while you have him do you mind watching him while I take a shower!?"

"Oh of course not! It's the first time I get to babysit him, haha" she said.

"Thanks!"

I walked in my gown to the bathroom. I put my bag on the sink and grabbed my brush out, shampoo, conditioner, body wash, tooth brush, toothpaste, towel and face wash. I ran the shower and began undressing. I hopped in and let the warm water sooth my hectic body. Once my hair was wet I applied the shampoo to my hair, rinsed it, than applied to conditioner. After that I washed my body really good. My lower area was brand new. I than washed my face and I was done. When I got out I grabbed my towel and began drying my self. I brushed my knotty hair, than blow dried it. Once it was somewhat dry I threw it in to a bun, than put makeup on. After that I put my granny panty underwear on and put pads on for my bleeding. I picked out navy blue yoga pants, and a white v neck tshirt. I walked back in to my room and placed my bag down.

"How was It?"

"So refreshing you have no idea! It's Such a wonderful feeling" I replied.

"Oh I know, once I had Josh I was like nope not doing this any longer than I need to, I ran right in to the shower after my epidural wore off, and with Chloe Psh I did t do the epidural she just flew out of me and I hopped out of bed and showered. But with Jackie being my first baby I'm like I can't leave her. So I waited like 24 hours.

"Ooo that's terrible!" I said.

"Trust me I know.."

~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~7 HOURS LATER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It's 5pm right now. Josh and I's friends are here. My parents and Devon are coming later. Linda went home about an hour ago.

"Yo bro he's so cute!" Connor said patting Josh on the back. Than he gave me a hug.

"Thanks I love him.."

"I'm so glad he wasn't a girl I'm loving him!" Simon squealed.

I'm so glad our friends Alexa, AJ, Simon, Lauren, Nayda, Connor, Maya, Ryan, And Tyler could make it, it means a lot to us.

"How was he made?" Alexa asked.

"Sex!" Josh giggled.

"No shit!" Alexa replied.

"Ooo second curse word around him" Josh Yelled.

"Well he was conceived on valentines day!" I said.

"Ooo, Josh did you make it romantic?" Maya asked .

"I don't think so, she enjoyed it that's all that matters right baby!"

"I swear to god I should've made you wear a condom, was that 30 seconds burst of pleasure, worth those 9 months plus 18 years!" I said.

"Oh hell no! But it is what it is.."

Around 7pm our friends left, and my parents and brother came. Devon was so excited. When he walked in his face lit up. "Oh my god! He's adorable guys! Congrats" he said hugging me, and hugging Josh. I made him wash his hands and than passed him the baby. He held him and smiled the whole time.

"Your and uncle!" I gushed.

"I know! It's so cool, I can't believe this was inside of you!"

"I know me neither.." I said.

"He looks like Josh a lot!"

"Yeah, he does he's a cutie" I replied.

"I love him!"