In the end

Camping Bro's

~JOSH'S POV~
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This trip has been fun, camping out in the middle of now where with my boys getting drunk! Not having to deal with my responsibilities like Ryder or Amanda. Phew Amanda has been acting really insane lately I have no idea what her deal is and I'm not likening it.

I woke up at 7am because I'm used to it from Ryder, Gosh I'm so old. I'm sharing a tent with Ryan while Tommy and Connor are sharing a tent. I really wish I brought some of my other friends like Justin, Ben, Brice, Dylan and Eddy so I could get closer with them, but it's fine. I decided to clean up the beer cans and food around the campground that we left around. I than cleaned off the tables and fire pit, it looks nice over here again. Since our shower is back at the check in area along with the bathroom I'm going to drive out there and get ready for the day. I got my soap, towel, clothes, tooth brush, brush all that stuff. I hopped in my car and began driving to the campground bathroom. Hey I should call Amanda she should be up.

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(A)'Hello?... 'She dragged out sounding like I just woke her.
(J)Amanda did I just wake you up, why aren't you up?
(A)um, um, No Josh I was up
-I heard screaming crying in the background which was Ryder he only gets like that when you leave him for awhile. Shit she hasn't woken up what the fuck is wrong with her-
(J)AMANDA! Ryder is screaming in the background and you've been sleeping the whole time. What has gotten in to you. Are you ok to take care of the baby, I'll come home right now! Baby answer me..?
(A)I'm fine! Screw you Josh I'm capable of taking care of Ryder. Where are you exactly out in the woods drinking and doing drugs.
(J)were not doing drugs. And screw you, your the one who's been out every weekend leaving your son and I home worried about you, so fuck you! Your nothing this is the only time your watching him.
(A)Fuck off JOSH!!
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She hung up! Great just fucken Great. I have a nut case at home watching my son, while I'm 3 fucken hours away. Ughh fuck this shit. I took a shower and drove back to the tent. It's now 10am.

"Wake up boys! It's our only full day here let's get going!" I screamed. They all groaned and eventually woke up. The headed to the showers while I stayed back and worried about Ryder and what's gotten in to Amanda.

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-Phone call with mom-
(M)Hey honey what's up! How's your trip?
(J)It's pretty good, I just want to be home though..
(M)Awe do you miss your son and Girlfirend?
(J)No, like I need this break. It's just I'm really worried.
(M)Josh what do you mean, your making me nervous
(J)Amanda's been acting strange, she's outs every single weekend doing god knows what. She has been very irritable, weird appetite, she's not herself
(M)Oh Gosh! Josh...
(J)What!?
(M)She's pregnant.
(J)What?
(M)She has to be, oh know not again.
(J)No mom she's not, trust me she's not. It's not even possible because she's been acting like a bitch lately so we haven't been doing anything. Plus she got her period like last week.. I don't know why I'm telling you this but umm yeah.
(M)Well what do you think it is?
(J) I don't know mom, I don't want to be excepting the worse. It's just I'm 3 hours away. She hasn't even really been taking care of him lately and today when I called it was 9am and she answered in her tired voice like she just woke up, all confused and I hear Ryder in the background screaming crying. He only does that when you don't get him for awhile but it was even worse than that. I don't know I just don't trust her..
(M)so what do you need me to do? Get Ryder and watch him till you get back.
(J) I don't know, maybe check up on her out of the blue. See what's she's up too, defiantly take Ryder if you think she's un capable of taking care of him.
(M)ok honey I will.
(J) Thank you mom, I love you
(M) I love you too sweetie, are you sure you don't know anything.
(J) I mean one time, it was the night that started it all. She went to a party to get out, because all she did was take care of Ryder at the time. So I watched RJ while she went out, I got a call a few hours later and it was Amanda all crazy saying to pick her up so I did, she was so high it was insane. She said she did cocaine, weed, ecstasy, plus alcohol and ever since that night it's been like the same thing..
(M)Wow! Do you think she's becoming an addict?
(J) I don't know mom, I'm so worried.
(M)well, you guys have that vacation next weekend maybe things will be better, maybe you can talk some sense in to her. Find out what's going on.
(J)Yeah, I'll try
(M)well I'm going to go to your house and see if she's ok.
(J)Yeah thanks, call me
(M) I will.
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The guys came back and we all decided to go fishing. We took my car and drove to the lake that's down the road, it's about a 10 minute ride. When we arrived we got our poles and began fishing away while chugging beers. I really need a break.

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We jut finished cooking and eating the fish we caught today. Tommy built a fire so we sat around it and drank some beers while listening to some country music. I really wish the old Amanda was here to enjoy this amazing feeling of nature and good times.

"So it's 10pm, what do you hush wanna do?" Ryan asked drunk off his ass.

"Bro I really wish we brought some girl, I want some pussy right now!" Tommy laughed.

"I could go for some Mary Jane right now!" Connor slurred.

"For real Bro did anyone bring MJ." Asked Tommy.

"Guys that's the last thing I need to deal with right now.."

"Come On Josh what's the big deal." Tommy groaned.

"Fucken Amanda has been doing that shit lately, not just that like hardcore stuff. I'm worried."

They all became very comforting asking me questions and telling me it will be ok and being my bros.

"Hey if need bro, I can watch Ryder whenever you need." Ryan said serisouly.

"Thanks I appreciate it. I love you all!"

"I love your son, dude he's the coolest little fucker I've met." Connor giggled. "I'll watch him whenever to, you and Amanda are both my friends I love your family. It upsets me to hear about this because I'm good friends with her too."

"Yeah, don't say any ting though.. I don't know how serious this is or if she's for sure on it."

"Bro, I think she is. I don't what else it can be. But I hope she isn't" Ryan spoke.

After a night of just talking we went to bed. I got a text from my mom saying that everything seemed ok at the house but Amanda seemed a little jumpy. I just hope Ryder is going to be fine till tomorrow.