In the end

How He Came To Be

Ow ! I'm in so much pain. I've been here for two hours and only dilated 1 more centimeter. I have 6 more to go. But at least there's one more till I can't get a epidural.
Josh told his mom, dad, and sister. His mom and my dad came, and my mom is still here. Jackie is going to come later when I'm further dilated because she doesn't want to miss work. I've been having contractions like every 4 minutes, for 2 minutes. It hurts so bad.

"Ugh! I just want a c- section!" I said crying.

"Baby your doing fine! He will be ok, the pain will be gone in a few hours! Once you have a c section your sore for days.." My mom said.

"Ughh!"

I felt a contraction coming, so I grabbed Josh's hand tightly. I squeezed so hard.

"Owww!" I screamed.

"It's ok baby.."

"Shut the hell up Josh! You have no idea how bad this is!" I said crying.

"I know baby, but we need to stay positive.."

"I'll stay however I want to stay! I'm in pain, it's my choice of action.." I growled.

"Ok.." He said backing off.

I just squirmed in pain. The doctor came in.

"Are we ready to check your dilation again?' She asked.

"Sure.."

My dad, and Linda walked out of the room. My mom held my one hand and talked to me, as Josh held the other. I felt a lot of pressure from her fingers, plus her nails scraped me.

"Ow!"

"Sorry honey I know it hurts.. You are 5 centimeters dilated! You can get the Epidural." She said.

"Oh thank god! Please get me it ASAP."

"Ok I will try my best!" She said walking out.

"Oh my god that hurt! She firkin dug her nails in there.."

"So it's not enjoyable at all..?" Josh asked.

"Hell no! It's feels nothing like if you were to do it!"

"I have a few tricks up my sleeves" Josh said giggling.

"Oh shut it.." I giggled.

My dad, and Linda walked back in. I was so excited for the epidural, but it took forever to get. After another hour of waiting the anesthesiologist came in, it was time. He got me all ready. He applied cortisone on my back. I was so nervous. I was hunched over and my head was on Josh's chest.

"Ok your going to feel lots of pressure.."

I cringed. I felt all this pain, and pressure go in to my back, but slowly felt the pain rolling away. I laid back down, and felt totally relaxed.

"I need a nap!" I said.

Everyone agreed to leave and went to the cafeteria. I fell alseep.

I woke up 2 hours later from sharp pains. Ow, ow. I grabbed my stomach. No one was in the room. Where are they. Ugh. I looked at the time it read 4pm. I buzzed the remote for my doctor . She walked in and decided to check my dilation again.

"Oo you are 6 centimeters!"

"Oh thank god!!" I said happy.

She left and I called Josh. He said they got something to eat in the cafeteria for like an hour, came up and I was still knocked out so instead of waking me up they went home. My mom wanted to rest because she barley got any sleep, and Josh wanted to get a bag for himself to stay here.