swords men

confusion leads to confliction

Waking the next morning, type was to his side with a face has he looked over his hand, to feel tharn to his side, body pressed to his, to feel him breathing to then sign.
Shuffling a bit, tharn then started to come too, to then open his eyes to then look to the back of types head to dart his eyes over. He then went closer to then moved his head up and down the pillow.
Type signed again has he felt him get closer, to then move in there embrace to turn his head to look over him for tharn to eventually raise his eye brow has type stayed into that postion to be staring at him, tharn then moved back a bit to then place his hand to his head to continue to eye him for the seconds to pass by.
Type then made a real hard face to turn his head to look to the ceiling.
"Not talking, is very hard."
"Mm...."
Type signed to then place his hands behind his head to continue to eye up.
"I don't think........I can...... Not communicate."
Tharn narrowed his eyes.
"Hmm.....mmmm."
Type flexed his jaw to then peer his eyes down.
He then rolled his eyes to move up with a hard face.
"I'm sick of this."
Tharn looked up to dart his eyes over him to remain silent for type to sign to then eye him.
"Why don't you love me?"
Tharns eyes widened to sit up to eye over him with a bit of anger to then roll his eyes to place his hand to the blanket to remove to get up to go about, type watched to part his mouth. He started to breathe heavily has tharn was gathering his clothes to place on. Type then started to get angry.
"Really!?"
Tharn straightened after he got his boxers and pants on to be placing on his shirt.
"I've explained myself over and over, you just don't listen."
Tharn turned to eye over type to place on his shirt to then use his hair tie to his wrist to be placing his hair up.
"I am not going to fall in love with you."
Type gulped to then turn his head to look forward.
"So your just using me."
Tharn rolled his eyes to have placed his hair up to then go to the bed to sit to the edge.
"I may not speak all the time, which I can see irritates you but you can't seem to understand me and that drives me nuts. We have talked about this."
Type turned his head a bit to the side to remain silent, all morning he kept thinking, he didn't like that tharn bit him, didn't like he wanted to bite the back of his neck, kept saying what he did, it was making type feel so confused, he also was wanting more, especially with how tharn was being with him.
Tharn moved his head to the side to continue to eye him.
"Type?"
Type gritted his teeth to look in anger to the side.
Tharn eyed down to see him gripping the blanket that covered his lower to then eye back up to shake his head a bit to then get up to start to go to the window.
"Fine."
Type snapped his head to eye over tharns retreating back.
"Fine?" He asked slowly.
Tharn stopped to shake his head a bit.
"Think you and I...... Need to cool it. The tournament is only week's away. Think you need that time to remember everything I have told you."
Types lips parted to furrow his brow to start to really breathe heavily.
"Your....... I'm not going to see you?"
Tharn turned his head a bit to the side.
"Not until after the tournament."
I also need time to train more and find your nanny, it's only 3 weeks.
Type started to really breathe to watch tharn then go to the window to open to then straddle to have one leg out to then stop to move his head a bit to the side.
"You leave, when I'm trying to have an actual conversation with you, you don't have to wait until after the tournament, we will be over! Done! I mean it tharn! I am not going to be used that way!"
Tharn then turned his head to look him over without any facial expressions to roll his eyes to then hop down, types face fell, so did his heart, he then hung his head to grit his teeth and hard to then take the blanket away to get up to then slam the window closed to lock to place his forehead to it to shake his head.
I'm done!! I'm so mother fucking done! We are done!!
Type hit his hand against the window to then turn to go straight into his bathroom to take off his shirt to go straight to the shower to wash off tharn, he then got out to go to his phone to make sure he blocked tharn, to then go to add some security measures to his room, like a tinted window and a more durable lock. Type was making sure this boy could not get any where near him, type really was done.
The next few weeks type trained and hard to have slept in sulinas room to have done some safety measures so tharn could not hurt him, he also was able to convince sulina with a lie.
On his birthday he was training and hard to then leave the under ground to be in front of sulinas door to have knocked for him to open to eye over him to then smile. Type watched him move out the way to then go in, type then asked to use his shower to come out with a shirt on and boxers to eye him to his desk to then go to his bed to sit, for sulina to turn to eye over him.
"So..... There a couple more hours of your birthday, is there anything you want? Or would like to do."
Type took in a deep breathe to make a face.
"Think I should go to bed early, tomorrows the tournament."
Have to see that prick! Hopefully I'll get him we fight this out now!
Type then moved his legs to his chest to wrap his arms about to grow in anger, sulina eyed over him to then go to him to sit next to really eye.
"What's wrong?"
Type took in a deep breathe to place his head to his knee to look over sulina.
"Just nerves. Still think going to bed early would help."
"It is your birthday. Has to be something."
Type signed to then move his legs out to then go down to lay to his side back to sulina to place his hands under his head to look to the wall.
"Just want to sleep."
Sulina looked over him with a sad expression to then move down to place his arm over him to go close.
"Type........ You are 17 now and......."
Sulina then gulped to shakily start to move his hand down for type to widen his eyes to then move to his back to have stopped that action to eye up to wish tharn was there with him to sign.
"I'm...... Not ready."
I...... Need more time. 3 weeks is not enough, not when I still feel something for that jackass.
Sulina looked over type to nod to then raise that hand to to his face to use his thumb to caress to then move down for type to turn his head to furrow his brow to sign.
Why am I not letting sulina.......ugh! I really chose wrong!
Sulina stopped to make a hard face to then kiss his cheek to turn type to his side to keep his arm over to hold him close to move his head up and down the bed.
"Take all the time you need. Your not the only virgin here."
Type gulped to then squeeze his eyes tightly shut to then place his hand to sulinas to place his fingers through to hold him tight.
I will get over tharn! Never should have fucking happened! I was a fool! Should have chose sulina not tharn! At least he will actually love me.
Type turned his head into the pillow a bit to hide away his tears.
Months! We've been..... For months...... I'm such a fucking idiot!
Type then moved his head out to open his eyes to look across the way to then move sulinas hand up to place it over his heart to then take in a very deep breathe to close his eyes.
I want someone to love me. Like I loved..... Them....
Type shook his head to then start to be drowned in self hatred, has he didn't listen to tharn and accidently fell in love with him and he knew he would never do the same for him.
Type took in a very shaky breathe to then let go of sulinas hand to turn in there embrace to be held all night long not to know he's safety measures were broken and someone was watching, and they were pissed.