weighing on my mind

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With type to his back, tharn was hovering over for the two to be deeply kissing for type to furrow his brow has he didn't feel tharn was into it. The kissing was hard but soft here and there and there would be periods he would stop, type signed has they kissed to place his hands to his chest to push him away a bit to dart his eyes over him.
Tharn looked over type to then peer his eyes to the side to seem like he was distracted, type narrowed his eyes a bit to then roll to push him further away.
Tharn went to his knees to look over type a bit confused, type placed his hands behind him to shrug.
"I can tell your not fully....... Invested into this. Think I should just go home."
Tharn really eyed type to then place his hands to his shirt a bit rough to then be able to take it a bit up to see his belly button and stomach for type to then place his hands to his wrists to then take his hands down to eye over him with a bit in anger.
"Tharn! I said no!"
Tharn made a really hard face.
"Why not!"
"It's not your business!"
Tharn made a real hard face to then take his hands away to place them to types chest to push him down for type to wrap his hands about his wrists to eye up.
"Would you knock it off!"
Tharn took in a very deep breathe.
"You are mine type! Now I want to see!"
Tharn then looked down to try to get at types shirt for him to then start to wrestle with tharn who then was able to lift it up a bit more to see types one nipple for type to move a bit quicker to then move up and smack tharn and hard to move his legs from between tharns body to move to the head board to breathe very heavily has tharn was back to his knees to have his head hung to have a hand to his face where type hit.
"N.....nn...... Now you deserved that! I've told you time and time again.....mmm!"
Type then hung his to place a hand to his face where tharn slapped to then get up to leave with his two swords to slam the door for type to then rub his face to jump a bit from that, to turn his head to have a really hard face to shake his head.
"Asshole!"
Type turned his head to then hang it to continue to rub his face.
After some time, type left the hotel to then walk outside with his hands to his pockets to have shut his phone off, to have his head hung to have a long face.
Knew this was not going to work out, also what is his obsession with me taking off my shirt!
Type stopped to then close his eyes to take in a deep breathe.
This never should have started and this needs to end. We can not be together.
Type slowly opened his eyes to then take his one hand from his pocket to place to his chest over his heart to feel a very odd emotion.
Type then shrugged it off to go forward to move his head up to see he was close to the ocean, he then walked a bit further to go to sit to a bench to streach his arms out to the edge to look over the waves to feel a sense of calm.
He then went into deep thought.
Type thought about his nanny and what was going on with his life, he honestly didn't know how to stop it.
He then moved forward to cup his hands together to then eye over them with a real hard face.
Maybe I need to show him I'm really serious about this being over?
Type then moved one hand up to place it to his cheek that was hit to sign.
All this just because I don't want to take off my shirt? I really don't understand. What does it matter? Ugh! I need to stop having him surround my thoughts, I need to find out where my nanny went, I need to find her before....
Type then sat up to turn his head to look over tharn who then came in to sit down to look forward with his swords in-between his legs, type darted his eyes over him to then turn his head to eye forward.
"I want you to....."
"I've been..... Really thinking."
Type rolled his eyes.
"I don't think I care."
Tharn signed to then turn his head to look over type.
"I really do like you type. You were laying in a pile of broken glass and even though you were bleeding, your not showing your in any pain. I don't understand. It.......has me really worried."
Types lips parted to slowly turn his head to look to tharn has that thought never occured to him.
"You're..... Worried about me?"
Tharn took in a very deep breathe to continue to eye over type.
"I know I shouldn't, you and I have everything stacked against us, but.....I can not....... Worry about you. Every day I wake up type, I think of you, when I'm not with you, I can't stop..... Worrying, it raises my anxiety. Never settles until I'm with you and....."
Tharns eyes widened has type moved closer to place his mouth to his for a deep kiss for tharn to then close his eyes to move his mouth with his for them to share a special moment, until tharn placed his hands to types body to push him away to really eye him then looked about.
"We can't....."
Type then got up to place his hand to tharns wrist to then pull him along and hard, for tharn to eye over his back to make a real hard face to then eye down.
"Type?"
"I know there's a place near by we can....."
Tharn dug his feet in the ground to stop type for him to turn to eye.
"Tharn?"
"Will you ever take your shirt off for me?"
Type darted his eyes over tharn with sorrow.
"Will......you ever tell me you love me, or feel it for me?"
Tharn placed his lips into a hard line to keep silent, type nodded slowly to turn his head to then start to pull him along once more.
"Then you have your answer. Right now that doesn't matter, let's just go to a hotel."
Tharn signed to eye there hands holding with a disgruntled face to then slowly raise his eyes to type to be in deep thought has he needed to find a way to talk to him about why that would never happen.

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