No Good | Luke Hemmings A.U

12

(Updated, 2018)

Halfway through English and not a single word was spoken between Justin and I

I've been sitting in this seat for at least thirty minutes and Justin hasn't tried to utter a word to me.
Lunch, well we didn't sit together. He sat with another group of friends as I sat all by myself at Justin's and I usually table. I honestly felt bad enough for ignoring him and now he's ignoring me which made me feel even worst.

Maybe he's not ignoring you. Maybe he's waiting for you to grow some balls and apologize for ignoring him for no logical reason.

Sighing, I pull out my phone from my pocket and click Justin's and mine's last messages. I quickly send him a message saying that we need to talk after class and in free period. I saw him out of the corner of my eye reach for his phone and look at my message. He looks over at me with a sad face and quickly starts typing away on his phone. Soon enough my phone vibrates and his name pops up on my screen.

From: Justin xx
Well alright.

I feel my heart drop as I read that. Now I feel even worst. Just by him saying alright and not some witty remark is how I know it's serious.
For the last thirty minutes of class I couldn't focus at all. For one, I kept looking up and catching Luke glancing back here at me. Secondly, Calum and Michael kept whispering about a party that was going on Friday at Ashton's house. Lastly, I kept glancing at Justin who has this sad look on his face making me feel even more guilty than I already was. I sigh at all of this and just let my head fall softly onto my desk as soon as the bell rings. Instead of rushing like I usually do, I slowly pack everything together so I could have time to think about what I'm going to say to Justin. I just can't find anything to say to him.

Well maybe an apology would be nice.

I sigh as I finally make it out of the English room. I walk wherever my feet carried me and luckily for me that was the library. As I make my way to the library I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. I fish it out and saw it was a message from Justin.

From: Justin xx
Hey, I'm in the library if you didn't know.

Quickly I send him an 'okay' as a response and quickly pick up my pace. It takes me under two minutes to get to the Library with the way I was walking.
Once I make it in, I spot Justin instantly and make my way over to him. I walk to the empty chair that was seated across from him and sit down.

"Hi." I state quietly while he places his phone down. His eyes burns into mine before he spoke.

"Hey." He says as the same tone as me. We sit in silence for a couple of minutes. In awkward silence might I add.

"I'm sorry." I blurt out as he snaps his attention back to me. He just stares at me for a good two minutes before replying.

"What for?"
I let out a big sigh before placing my elbows on the table and my head into my hands. I remove my hands from my face and put them on the table.

"I just-the reason why I ignored you was because I was honestly being stupid. Luke had told me-

"Oh you heard this from Luke. Well this must be interesting." He says to me, interrupting me and leaning back in his chair as he cross his arms across his chest. I let out a sigh before continuing.

"Luke had told me that you were still friends with me only because you lost all your friends talking to me. So you just stayed my friend." I tell him as a lump makes its way into my throat. No I wasn't about to cry. It's just when I feel extremely guilty or stupid a lump forms in my throat and I start stumbling over my words. I look down at the table and play with my fingers. I hear him let out sigh making me look up at him to see he was running a hand through his hair. I look back down at my hands as he speaks.

"Lil, it's alright. I'm just hurt that you listened to Luke instead of coming to talk to me. When I first started talking to you, I knew that we would be amazing friends. Whatever Luke is flapping his big mouth about is most certainly not true and on top of that I was sitting with my other friends during lunch, but I would much rather have been sitting with you." He tells me while smiling at me. I return the favor and thought back to lunch when in fact Justin was sitting with his other friends. I shake my head at my own stupidity as Justin laughs.

"Hey no need to beat yourself up about it. We all overthink things at one point in our lives." He adds. I nod as I realize we just made up. A small smile appears on my face.
For the rest of the period we talked about nothing in particular well that was until I told him about my mum and I going to the Hemmings house hold for dinner.

"Justin I don't think I'm going to survive for a couple of hours in there. I'm going to be in the same room as Luke for more than two hours. I'm not going to leave there alive." I tell him as I start biting at my bottom lip out of nervousness.

"Well you know who to call if he does anything. I'm just a phone call away and plus with him being around his mum he's not going to pull any stunt. He's always been a big mama's boy." Justin said in a relax tone as the bell rings. I let out a shaky breath as I get up out of my chair. Justin follows my actions and stands in front of me.

"You'll be fine I promise. All you have to do is text me." He says while placing his hand on my shoulder for comfort. I smile up at him. He pulls me in for a hug and instantly I wrap my arms around his torso. I breathe in his scent and relaxed. He smells like a manly musk and vanilla scent. It smells really nice.

"Are you sniffing me?" He laughs as he release my waist and let go of me. I remove my arms and glance up at him as my face burn a light pink.

"N-No of course not. That's just strange." I stutter out while turning towards the door with a laughing Justin behind me.

oh how I missed this

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Hmmmm Justin and Lilly made up yayy. I wonder what Luke thinks of them making up? Only Luke will know that hahahahaha

How do you think the dinners going to go?
I wanna know what's going to happen...

Oh and I decided to update twice this weekend bc they were both very short chapters and they were both fillers....

And btw I just want to thank all of you for reading and voting and commenting and putting up with my foolish and now I'm just rambling lovelies but anyway I love you all and if you ever want to talk I'm always up for a good chat. Thanks for over 2k as well

So I'll just go now and I'll update for you and all of your beautiful faces soon...
~T