No Good | Luke Hemmings A.U

34

(Updated, 2018)

*Sighs*
I don't even know what to think about anymore. Come back at me later.

After what happened Friday night, Luke is the only thing I can think about. I mean that's not a bad thing but then again it is because I don't like this. I don't like the fact that Luke is driving me insane and I don't like the fact that I'm enjoying every minute of it. I don't even know why I'm enjoying it. Luke is the absolute worst person in my life yet I feel like that I can't be without him and when I am without him I feel sort of empty. Why am I feeling this way towards a person this quickly?

Because you can you doofus. It's easy to like someone. It's even easier to fall in lo-

Don't you finish that sentence.

Yea I'm going crazy. That's plain and simple. Crazy for Luke and crazy in general. It's been three months into the school year and here I am going crazy over a boy. I hate this feeling so much. Why must feelings be a thing? Is it even possible to feel this way towards a person so quick? Why am I asking all these questions? The world may never know.
Sighing loudly I continue to walk through the empty hallway to make it to my locker. School just ended and it's your usual Monday afternoon, where everyone wants to get out of here. I wouldn't blame them because I'm the same way, but if you were stopped by your art teacher because of a contest and she wants you to enter it, you would kind of have to stop and listen to her. Now I'm going to be late for my job even though I'm the only person in there like always. I don't know why the owner made it like that but I'm glad he did because to me it wouldn't feel right with someone else in there. That's just me anyway.
Breaking out of my thoughts as I turn down the hallway that led to my locker. I kept my eyes on the floor as my shoes scruff against the floor every so often.
Quickly I make it to my locker and open it up to toss everything that I didn't need to take home into it. I swear teachers makes us carry around a heavy book for absolutely nothing and it makes me angry. I let a soft sigh escape my lips as I hear more footsteps make their way down the hall and to the main door.

"I can't believe that Maddie! Do you think it will take long?" I hear a familiar voice say.

"It shouldn't take that long Nicole. Jesus. You sound like you actually have feelings for what's his name." I hear Maddie's high pitch voice add in.

"No it's not that at all! It's just I really miss fucking someone who knows what they're doing. I mean we fucked already but it wasn't as good as Ross. Plus Justin is lame and he is so fucking clingy. No wonder him and that girl were such good friends, they were both losers. Too bad they aren't friends anymore." I hear Nicole pipe in making me roll my eyes at her.

Mentally sending a knife to your throat. Hope you two receive it.

Of course she's a friend of Maddie the Teenage Witch. I hear Maddie laugh at Nicole's statement before she spoke.

"Well once again try Ryan. He's a pro when it comes to that stuff and what did you do?" She asks while I hear her opening up her locker.

"I just told him that she was using him to get more popular so she could be homecoming queen and she was going to drop him after that. He believed it and everything. He's such an idiot." Nicole replies before both of them laugh and close the locker. Soon enough I hear their footsteps walk towards the door and the door opening then closing. I slam my locker shut before turning towards the doors and making my way out.

"Lilly!"

I come to a halt and turn around to see Calum walking towards me with his hands in his athletic shorts, no shirt and a snapback covering his slightly curly hair.