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Hi, Lovelies

Long time no see, or whatever the saying is. How has everyone been lately?? I hope you all have been good!!

Allow me to say thank you to everyone who took the time out of your days to comfort me. I saw every comment and although I was not in the right mind to respond at the time I still appreciate it more than you know.

Let me give a big update to my life recently...

I've cried an unbelievable amount, some days have been ROUGH and some days were bearable. I'm not okay by any means necessarily although I tried to pretend i am and I'm sure I'll never truly be. This probably was the hardest and most painful lost and nothing can top this I fear. But given the kind of person I am...I must move on so here I am, the first step to getting back to who I was before...my "normal" 😭

Writing is still hard, before I was able to write willingly with little difficulty but as of recently it feels like I have been forcing myself to write. Not as much as let's say a month ago but still. However I do it because it's what I know I like to do so I'll force myself until my fingers fall off!! No literally, I'm currently working on three different stories for three different books...putting myself to work helppppo

That's being said...if you see a decline in my writing ability that's the main reason why (and because I was never good to begin with lol) I hope it's not too bad.

I've been watching a lot of kdramas recently and reading even more BL...they help me relax 😭 I recommend Weak Hero Class 1 & 2 and Twinkling Watermelon!!! Ryeoun is actually my man fr I love him. For BLs read "Mask Danshi: This Shouldn't Lead to Love" I'm on book three and I love it so much!!

What else...my birthday past. Big 21!! I'm finally legal in America. And got to spend my birthday with my favorite boys...Skz!! 🥹

Yeah I saw straykids live. THREE TIMES!!! Best experience of my life. I love them so much and they put on the best show. Omggg all the little Chanmin moments hehehehehe 🤭 and seeing them as close as I did...I was barricade for one of my shows 🫣 it was a dream. They are soooo incredibly beautiful in person(and really short 😭) and Chan's ass is just as big and he's so sassy my lorddd. Seungmin's voice!!! Just Changbin my husband!! I miss those boys so much seriously. Take me bacckkkkk ☹️

This is getting too long, as always I don't know how to shut up. Again thank you for your continuous support. I'm not fully back but I'm back if that makes sense. I have some really good stories to show you and I hope you enjoy. I love you all so much.

And happy pride month to any of you fruit basket out there!! ❤️🏳️‍🌈