Expect the Unexpected (Niall Horan Fanfic)

The Last Night

Friday

"I can't believe it's over," Niall said.

"Two months."

"It's gone so fast," Liam joined in.

"Isn't it weird how close we've become?" Harry asked.

"And how we all started as strangers and now we can just tell each other everything," Zayn added.

"We're like one big family," Louis said with a smile.

"One big family that's about to split up," I reminded him.

"We'll still catch up though," Harry added, trying to cheer me up more.

"I just want to say a massive thank you to all of you. It has been the best two months of my life. You guys are like, family to me and I seriously don't know what I'm going to do without you all."

And it was true. I could just see everyone disappearing before my eyes. I'd have to let go of this newfound life and step into an unfamiliar one and adapt to it. Suddenly, college doesn't seem so inviting, and I don't even want to think about not seeing Niall.

"You'll be okay," Niall assured me.

"You'll make new friends," Zayn added. "A whole new life."

"Don't know if I want a new life, honestly."

"Don't be silly," Niall told me, making me direct my gaze to his blue eyes. "Of course you do."

He didn't even convince himself and I could tell that he isn't ready for us to separate, even if it is only for a week or two until the next time we see each other. I could see the sadness in his eyes that I mirrored. He's my everything and I'm not ready to see him go.

"Maybe," I told him. I couldn't even smile.

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Niall's POV

"Niall, I don't want to go," she told me emotionlessly as soon as I shut the door. She sat down on the front of her bed and she watched me as I sat down next to her.

"I don't want you to go either," I told her as I held her cold hand in mine. "But you have to."

It hurt to say those words. And then it hit me why I didn't want her to leave. It wasn't just not seeing her. It was also the thought of us two fading away from each other. I say that we'll still see each other, but we both know that we'll be living our separate lives. She'll be busy at college and I'll be busy with my career. It'll be hard to fit into each other's lives but I hope I still see her, as hard it'll be. I promised myself that I wouldn't let her go.

"I'm going to miss you so much," she told me as she looked up. I'd miss looking into her beautiful blue eyes. She shifted her position so she was siting cross legged side on from me and I did the same.

"I'm going to miss you more," I told her and she smiled lightly before it faded.

It's the truth. Right in front of me was my whole world and I'm not ready to let this all go, even if it's for a little while.

"I want to tell you something," I started and she nodded before I continued. "I want you to know that everything is real. -"

But she cut me off before I could continue.

"What do you mean?" she asked, confused by what I said.

"I mean that, all of this is real and I promise you if I ever hurt you, I would never mean to. I would do nothing to hurt you and I want you to know that I really do love you."

"I know you do," she told me.

"But please just trust me and promise me that if anything bad ever happens that we'll always talk it out?"

"I promise."

I wanted to set everything straight before we parted and before she finds out. I can't have her finding out and just leaving me like that and whenever she does find out, I hope she'll remember this moment to let me explain and resolve everything.

I leaned in, closed my eyes and found her soft lips. I'd miss the sweet taste of her lips against mine. I kissed her slowly and she kissed back. Our lips broke apart and we opened our eyes, our noses touching and our foreheads leaning against the other.

"You're mine," I whispered as I looked deep into her eyes.

"Yours," she whispered back, her sweet breath against my lips, making it impossible for me not to kiss her back.

Our lips met and we kissed each other deeper than before. I parted my lips slightly and she ran her tongue along my bottom lip, making me want her even more. I moved my hands to her waist and picked her up to sit in my lap without breaking the kiss. She wrapped her legs around my body just the way I liked it and closed the gap between us. She moved her hands from my shoulders to my hair and began twirling it around her fingers while continuing to kiss me. I leaned down slowly without breaking the kiss and she laid underneath me. We both broke apart to catch a breath before returning to each other's lips again. Our lips moved together and I couldn't get enough of her. It's the last time that'd we'd get to be this close, for a little while anyway. We broke apart, both trying to even our breaths. Then I started to press soft kisses along her neck and on her collarbones. I continued the trail of kisses up to her soft spot and sucked on her skin lightly. She moaned quietly and I smiled and laid down next to her.

She's so beautiful and I ask myself everyday how I got so lucky. She's my world and I don't know what I'm going to do when she's gone. All I know is that I love her more than anyone else and I really hope she knows that and I hope she still doesn't find out about that day.

"I love you," I told her. She smiled.

"I love you too," she echoed.

Never have I become so close with someone and never have I been so afraid to lose her. I really hope she trusts me when everything spills out; no doubt that it will, or everything will seriously be over.

I pulled her close into me, our bodies against each others. I could feel her lungs expand and contract in the same time as mine through her body. I hugged her tight around her small waist and kissed her goodnight. 

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