The girl in the shadows: Cameron Dallas

Chapter 25

Chapter 25

Caroline's POV

I was so close to turning around and staying on the bus, but Mahogany linked her arm with mine stopping me.

I blinked back the tears and put a smile on my face.
As soon as we got in everyone jumped into the pool except for me and Cameron of course.

I sat in lounge chair turning away from Cameron who was 2 chairs down from me.

A text message interrupted my music. It was from Cameron.

I don't know what we are anymore, what you did crossed the line. I'm sorry they called you a freak and all but what you did pissed us all off.

It brought tears into my eyes.
I wanted him to know what we were. I text him back.

Cameron I'm so sorry. Other than Sam you are the other stable thing I have since my parents died. I miss all of the boys and I hope you can forgive me.

I sneaked a glance in his direction. He was looking right at me. I gave a small smile and was took over with emotion when he smiled back.

Someone coughing made both of us look at the pool.

"Guys I think we should all talk" Nash said getting out. Everyone followed and they set up the chairs in a circle.

"I'm sorry" we ALL said at the same time.
This caused all of us to laugh, even the bodyguard.

"Guys what I did was so stupid, I'm so sorry" I said looking at everyone.

They kind of looked at each other for a little bit. Then Nash turned to me.

"I guess we can forgive you" he said coming to hug me.
Yet again we had a big group hug except for Shawn.

"Shawn can we talk?" I asked.
He looked down then at Cameron.
Cam nodded then Shawn got up and followed me.

We went on the bus to talk so that we were alone.

"Shawn why are you so mad at me?" I said. I wanted to cry, but I wasn't completely sure why.

He didn't answer at first.
If he didn't want to talk why did he agree to. I got up about to walk back out, but he grabbed my arm.

My entire body seemed to heat up from his touch.

"I'm not mad, I'm hurt" he said finally looking me in the eye.

I didn't say anything.

"I don't know if you knew this, but I liked you, like really liked you then you went out with Cam and I was just upset" he said.

"Shawn we can still be friends just because I'm dating Cam doesn't mean we can't hang-"

He cut me off by crashing his lip onto mine.
This sounds very cliche but I felt a spark.

But I've felt this spark before when I kissed Cameron.

Cameron.

I pulled away as fast as I could.
"Shawn what the hell!"

"I don't want to be just friends" he said almost out of breath.

"Well you have no choice Shawn, I'm dating Cameron and I love him, we just can't" I said.

You could see pain flash in his eyes.

"Look if me and Cameron don't work out from some reason, you will be the first to know" I said grabbing his hand.
He didn't like the idea at first.

"fine, but only because I don't want to go the entire tour being mad at you" he said.

I needed to know something before we went back.

"Shawn what song were you singing, when I saw you crying?"

He looked surprised at first.
"It was a song I wrote for you" he said sitting back down.

"Can I hear it?" I asked.

He grabbed his guitar. I take that as a yes.
He tuned his guitar a little then began.

I watch your troubled eyes as you rest
And I fall in love with every breath
Wonder if those eyes are really shut
And am I the one your dreaming of
Cause underneath
The darkness
There is a light trying so hard to be seen
And I know this
Because I've noticed
A little bit shining through the seems
And if this is what it takes
Let me be the one
To bare the pain
Ooh if this is what it takes
I'll break down these walls that are in our way
If this is what it takes
Keep on telling me I'm wasting time
But to call it wasting time oh that's a crime
You think it's crazy what I'm trying to do
Well baby I'm a fool for you
Cause underneath
The darkness
There's a light trying so hard to be seen
And I know this
Because I've noticed
A little bit shining through the seems....

Wow.
He wrote a song for me.
"It's beautiful Shawn" I said hugging him.
It really was.
He blushed and stood up.

"We should head back" he said.
When we got back everyone was back into the pool.

Shawn jumped in and I made my way back to my seat.
"Hey come sit by me, I mean you are my girlfriend" Cameron said.

I haven't smiled that big in a long time.
I sat next to him and he kissed my cheek.
"I'm still serious about that date" he said.
I smiled and pecked his lips.
It felt great to have everyone back.

I checked my phone and it said I had one message.

I told you sweetheart;) I told you everything will be alright. XOXO ~your biggest fan

Well good to see he's my fan again.
But it's either one of the boys are Bart.

And I'm going to find out.

Author note:

Hello! 💜💙 so I started school like 3 weeks ago so sorry if the updates are getting really far apart 😳😳I am going to try and post on Saturdays It might even be more than one chapter.

I will also be posting any other day I have off except for Sundays.😊

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~Shannon🎈🚀