The girl in the shadows: Cameron Dallas

Chapter 41

Chapter 41

Listen to Shawn's song -A little to much while, reading this !!!!!!

  Nash's POV

  I can't believe this. I knew she wasn't over Cameron yet but I didn't think she would kiss him one day after we started going out.

Matt keeps trying to comfort me, but it's not really helping.
  I want to go back to the room but I know she will be there.
"Can I go lay down in your room?" I asked Matt.

"Yeah sure go ahead bro, there is Capri suns in the fridge," he said handing me his room key.

  As I was walking to the room the guy behind the desk called me over.
"Sir are you Mr. Grier?" He asked.

I nodded obviously confused.
"I was told to give this to you," he said handing me my room key.

What is going on?
  Caroline must have dropped it. Probably when she was kissing Cameron.
  Once I got on the floor I pressed my head up against the room to see if I could hear her.

It was dead silent. I quietly opened the door and peeked in.
It was empty. I checked the bathroom but it was also empty.

  The bed was made and there was a note on the bed.

  Dear Nash and the boys,

   Words can't describe how much you guys mean to me. I've experience my best times with all of you. But I've also hurt you. Nash, I didn't kiss Cameron back. When you saw us you completely freaked out so I didn't try to explain myself. For that I am sorry. With all the good times we've had, there were  very bad ones. It seems like that's all we have lately, very bad times. I want to apologize to all of you for that. Those bad times were all my fault. You guys deserve better than that. The only way you can have good times again is if I leave. I've hurt you enough. Again I can't apologize enough. I owe an apology to Shawn and Cam as well. I've messed up to many times to count and I've hurt a lot of people. With that I'm sorry. I need to work some stuff out on my own as well. I wish all of you the best on tour. Maybe we will cross paths again .. Until then I'm sorry.

  -Caroline

She's gone.

She hurt me but I didn't want her to go. A big part of me wanted to forgive her when I got up here but now I can't.

  I didn't realize I was crying until a drop landed on the paper, smearing the black ink.
  I check all the drawers and the bathroom. All of her stuff is gone.

I took the stairs to the lobby two at a time and busted through the cafeteria doors.

I just have looked insane. The letter was in my handed folded up and crumbled now.

"Nash what's going on?" Hayes asked.
  I fell to my knees and cried. I didn't want anything to be wrong. I lost it then. I could hear them surround me but I held on to the letter. I held on to her.

I finally regained myself and stood up.
"She's um- shes gone." I whispered.
"What do you mean gone?" Samantha asked.

"Gone as in she packed up and left" I said.
  She covered her mouth and tears streamed her face. Taylor held her until she was calm enough to speak.

  "That means she went back to her foster parents" she said almost losing it again.
  I didn't think about that until now.
"I swear if they lay one finger on her I'm gonna kill them," I growled.

I ran to find Bart and to tell them when the next flight was to Chicago.

  I have to get my girl back.

Author note;

  Uh oh🙊
  Comment who guys think caroline should be with!!! I wanna see what you think💙💜sorry if this is really short btw😂

  ~shannon🚀🎈