The girl in the shadows: Cameron Dallas

Chapter 35

Chapter  35

Caroline's POV

I could feel my heart tighten. I couldn't even look at him.
I turned around and pretended to be very interested in my oatmeal.

"Look who just flew in" Cameron said happily pulling a chair up for Brit.
They sat next to Nash.
A few of them mumbled a quiet "hello"
  But they seemed on edge with me here.

    "Brit was at the show last night and I ran into her at Taco Bell then we stayed at her hotel down the street." Cameron said completely oblivious to the fact that I'm about to lose it.

While he was out having fun with another girl I was sitting in our room crying until my eyes hurt.
On top of that I had one of my nightmares last night. I thought they were gone for good, I've only had a few in the past year.

  "Cammy's taking me ice skating at a  cool rink we found last night" she said in her annoyingly fake voice.

  He's taking her on a date. That is supposed to be me with him not her.

I slammed my spoon down and stood up almost knocking my chair over.
I didn't want them to see me cry so I rushed out of there as fast as I could.
  When I got to the room the first thing I wanted to do was throw all of his belongings off of the balcony.

Instead I grab my laptop and drag my keyboard over.

I speed through my intro then began to sing "best think I never had" by Beyoncé.

"What goes around
Comes back around hey my baby
What goes around comes back around
Hey my baby
What goes around comes back around
Hey my baby
What goes around comes back around.
There was, a time
I thought That you did everything right
No lies, no wrongs
Boy I must have been out of my mind
When I think of the time I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you
Thank god you blew thank god I dodged a bullet
I'm so over you baby good looking out
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the, best thing I never had ...

Without even doing my outro I pressed upload.

With no filter

I knew none of that song wasn't true at this point. I loved that boy.
And I don't think I could let him go.
I was about to lay in bed and just cry myself back to sleep when the door busted open and a pissed off Cameron came in.

"What the hell! I lied and showed my ass?" He yelled.
I jumped up quick.
"You lied to me, not the other way around" he said still screaming at me.

Me not answering must have pissed him off even more because he turned around and punched the wall.
"You are so infuriating" he said.

He kicked the desk causing a bunch of stuff to fall with a loud crash.
He walked over to me with his fist tight.

Out of instinct I pressed myself in the corner and put my hands up waiting for the impact.
It never came. It was dead silent.
I put my hands down and looked at him.
"Did you really think I would've hit you?" He asked his voice much softer then before.
I looked everywhere but in his eyes.
He scoffed and made his way to the door knocking over a night stand in the process.

I lost it then. I slid in the corner and lost is.
I did this to him. He never hurt me, it was the other way around.
I heard the door click open and footsteps rush over me.

  Of course it would Shawn. He always seems to be there to pick up the pieces.
Even though I'm always the one to beak them.

"Ssshhh" he said holding me tight and rocking.

I ended up falling asleep in his arms but I woke up in my bed. Alone.

The room was still a mess.
The door opened and I expected it to me Shawn but a familiar walrus sounding laugh made my heart drop.

I was picking up some of the mess on the floor that he made.
  They came in not saying anything to me.
I knew I looked like shit. My hair in a messy bun and my eyes swollen and bloodshot.
It seems like that's the only think I do anymore. I cry over and over again. It's not healthy at all.

I grabbed some books that were on the desk and started to pick them up with one hand. Only 2 more days and I can get this stupid brace off.

  He came up to me and helped me pick up the books. I didn't even realize I was crying again until a tear fell on top of my hand.
I wiped my eyes quick before he could see but I know he did.

The toilet flushed and Brit walked out with dangerously high heels.
  "You ready Cam?" She asked.

Cam looked at me and I could see the pain behind his eyes but I just looked down trying to fold his clothes that were now scattered on the floor.

  The door slammed shut leaving me to drown myself in my own pain and tears.

Author note:

Hello!!!😄 really hope you guys liked this chapter! And maybe comment some ship names for Caroline and the boys !!!!!!🙌💜

~shannon🎈🚀