All I could do was cry(completed)

Chapter 10.5

Bey POV

After my moment with jewel we decided to cuddle up and watch tv.Kelly came up and told us she was heading home and she would see us tomorrow.I was chilling with jewel in my bed when I got a phone call and it was Jay.

Bey:"jewel baby can you go to your room for a moment?"

Jewel:"but mommy this is my favorite part."

Bey:"jewel you can pause it please just go to your room for a moment."

Jewel:"uhhh fine."

Bey:"thank you."

Once she was out of the room I answered the call.

Bey:"hey Jay wassup?"

Jay:"nothing I really need to talk to you."

Bey:"ok shoot."

Jay:"ok bey I'm so sorry I don't know what I was thinking I didn't want to hide anything from you but I didn't know how to tell you and then you were gone and I'm sorry and miss you like hell I miss waking up to you I miss holding you and I for damn sure miss having you in my presence period the thought of some other man touching you the way I touch you drives me insane yea I do love Sanaa but I'm not in love with her and I'm not happy bey baby I need you."

After that I was in tears because in some way I missed Jay and needed him just as much as he needed me.

Bey:"Jay meet me at my house in 30 mins or less or you will never hear from me again."

Jay:"ok what's the address?"

Bey:"I'll text it to you."

I hung up the phone and texted him the number.I got up and went to jewels room where she was sitting there looking mad.Jewel baby your father is coming over.

Jewel:"I don't want to go with him."

Bey:"your not he's coming to talk to me."

Jewel:"oooohhhhh so y'all tryna get ya freak on I see."

Bey:"eww jewel no we are going to have an adult conversation."

Jewel:"whatever I'm gonna go watch tv y'all keep quiet down there ya here."

Bey:"girl be quiet and go on."

I began to laugh and shake my head where did I go wrong with her?I decided to tidy up cause I knew Shawn was a bit ocd I went upstairs and put on a sports bra and some spandex shorts.I went into the kitchen and began washing the dishes.I then went and sweeper the kitchen floor.I went into the living room and fluffed up the pillows and cleaned the glass.I looked at the clock on the wall it was getting late.I don't think he is coming.Just as I was about to get down on my luck there was a knock at the door.I raced to the door then stood for a minute cause I didn't want to seem to eager.I opened the door and my gawwwdd he looked even better than before.He was letting his hair grow out some so he had a little fro going on.He smelled so good I wanted to take him down right there but I promised myself this would be an adult conversation.

Bey:"hey Jay Jay you can come in."

Jay:"hey and thank you."

JAY POV

I walked into the house slowly because my little man was a little to happy.I mean Sanaa is great and all but damn Beyonce in some spandex shorts is like Jesus and God living on earth.I sat down on the couch and watched as bey shut the door.Man that ass has gotten fatter since I last saw her and my o my I wanted to squeeze it so bad.she walked over to me and stood I front of me to finish wiping down the table.I was so tempted to reach my hand out but I had to contain myself.

Jay:"bey can you kinda do that later like when I leave?"

Bey turned around and smiled at me.

Bey:"sure thang."

She plopped down and the couch and was like really close to me.

Jay:"so what I was saying is that I miss you so much and that I'm so....(gco)"

I stopped because bey was licking her lips and she knows what that does to me.

Bey:"keep going."

Jay:"ok yea like I was saying omg can you stop licking your lips please?"

Bey:"why Jay Jay? You feeling some type of way.Am I making you hot and bothered."

Jay:"yes, yes you are and I'm trying to apologize for everything and I can't concentrate."

Bey:"oops I'm sorry but you don't have to apologize I forgave you along time ago I was just hurt."

Jay:"I'm sorry for causing that hurt I don't know what I was thinking."

Bey:"your fine and I'm sorry for moving to California without giving you a reason why and staying here for 3 years with no contact."

Jay:"nah your fine."

Jewel came down the stairs with her eyes covered.

Jewel:"please don't mind me I am just coming to get me some milk I'll be in and out."

Me and bey looked at each other and then busted out laughing.

Bey:"jewel you can take your hand from off your eyes nothing is happening."

Jewel uncovered her eyes and walked into the kitchen.

Bey:"so you just not gonna say hello to your father."

Jewel:"what are we white."

Bey:"jewel!!"

Jewel:"fine hello father how are you on this wonderful cold fall night."

Me and bey busted out laughing again.

Jay:"I'm doing how is my baby."

Jewel:"one I'm not a baby and I'm doing good just a little thirsty that's all."

She walked back up to im guessing her room.Me and bey decided to make up for lost time and watch the lion king again.She laid her head in my lap and I turned on the movie.Not too long after it started jewel came down the stairs.

Jewel:"uh-uh what is this how y'all gonna be watching a movie with out jewel momma lift to head up and make room for meeeeee."

She came running over to us on the couch and laid her head in my lap and bey laid her head on my shoulder.Man how I missed them so much and jewel is becoming a Minnie bey walks like her and talks like her too.I know they aren't biologically related but she even is starting to look like her a little bit.Im just glad to have my family back for as long as I can.