All I could do was cry(completed)

Chapter 23.5

I was bleeding bad and I started crying because when you bleed this much the baby can die.

Jewel:"my god mommy your bleeding!"

Bey:"no shit jewel I'm peeing."

Jewel:"well excuse me."

Bey:"get me to a damn hospital."

I felt the car pick up speed as we rushed to the hospital.Once we arrived my step dad picked me up and put me in a wheelchair.Once we got into the hospital they put me on a hospital bed and pushed me to the back.I watched as all the lights whizzed by and the sound of beeping filled my head.I slowly closed my eyes as I was loosing too much blood.

4 days later

Bey:"where am I?"

I got out of the bed and looked around as I noticed I was in a hospital but no one was responding to me."

Bey:"hello you guys why are you crying?"

Jay:"bey baby I love you so much right now."

Bey:"what do you mean you just talked to me a couple of minutes ago?"

Jay:"no bey you have been in a coma for 4 days baby."

Bey:"WHERE IS MY BABY!?"

Jay:"hey guys can you give us a minute please?"

Everybody:"yea sure thing."

Everyone got up and walked out into the hallway.

Bey:"what's wrong why did they have to leave?"

Jay:"because I didn't want to ruin the surprise."

Bey:"ok well could you tell me because I'm dying over here don't play with my children."

Jay:"the doctors said that you got here in just enough time before the babies drowned they gave you a shot to stop the internal bleeding so the babies wouldn't die."

Bey:"Jay why do you keep saying babies nothing was ever wrong with jewel?"

Jay:"because bey were having TWINS!"

Bey:"don't play with me Jay are you serious?"

Jay:"as a heart attack!"

I laid there with my hand over my mouth as I began crying happy tears for a change.

Bey:"can we tell them?"

Jay:"let's wait until after we know for a fact they are healthy."

Bey:"okay well I want my baby."

Jay went to go get the rest of the family and when they came back in and jewel came and jumped on the bed.

Jewel:"mom me and blue made you a get better picture."

I took it from jewel and could tell jewel drew it just wrote blues name on it.

Bey:"thank you girls I appreciate it."

Jewel:"your welcome mommy."

Blue:"u welcome mommy."

What did she just say to me her mother isn't here?

Bey:"what did you just say blue?"

Blue:"I said you welcome mommy."

I sat back and looked over at Jay as he had a smile on his face but I wasn't happy about this yes I do like blue and all but that's not my child and that would mean I will automatically have 4 kids I can barely handle jewel what am I going to do with 4 kids.

Bey:"blue blue do you want to live with me and daddy?"

Why the hell did I ask that I guess I was feeling guilty for the way I talked about her and now that I know her she is a wonderful child.

Blue:"yes."

I nodded my head and looked over at my mom.

Bey:"hey guys can I talk to my mom alone real quick?"

Jewel:"mommy do we have to go again I'm tired?"

Bey:"fine anyone over the age of 12 out."

They all left it was just me jewel blue and my mom.

Bey:"jewel since you so tired you and blue go lay down on the couch and if I hear one sound of of either one of you your both getting out."

Jewel:"yes ma'am come on blue."

They got on the couch and cuddled up under the little white blanket the hospital gave us.

Bey:"mom why did you chose to come back now all of a sudden?"

Tina:"because I'm dying beyonce."

Bey:"WHAT!! Are you playing again because it's not funny anymore?"

Tina:"No I'm serious I have stage 4 breast cancer."

Bey:"no this can't be your just came back and your about to leave me again for real this time."

Tina:"I know baby I'm so sorry but I'm trying to fix everything before I go that's why I need to fix things with you and solo and try and be there for my grandkids for as long as I can."

Bey:"mommy come hold me."

My mother laughed at me.

Tina:"beyonce me and you both not going to fit in that bed together."

Bey:"so what I'll lay on top of you."

Tina:"beyonce no baby your pregnant and I'm not holding your heavy ass."

Bey:"mommy language there are children in here."

Tina:"child you cuss around these girls all the time."

Bey:"I'm not talking about them I'm talkin about my self."

Tina:"o stop being a baby I'm going to take the kiddos home and let you and Jay have some time I will see you in the morning."

She walked over to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

Bey:"bye mommy I love you!"

Tina:"love you too,come on here children I know y'all not sleep get up!"

Jewel opened one eye and so did blue then they both got up and followed behind my mother.

Jewel:"wait!"

She ran back and gave me a kiss.

Jewel:"I love you."

Bey:"love you too."

Then just like jewel said here came her little shadow repeating everything she did.

Bey:"love you too blue goodnight girls."

I watched them leave as Jay and my aunt and uncle came in(step mom & dad.)

Aunt&ounce:"well we're going to head on back to your house with Tina love you baby girl hope you feel better."

Bey:"thank you goodnight guys and thank you."

Aunt&uncle:"your welcome."

They left and Jay pulled up two chairs next to my bed with a pillow and blanket.

Jay:"goodnight baby momma."

I chuckled.

Bey:"goodnight baby daddy."