All I could do was cry(completed)

chapter 21

Bey&sanaa:"I'm pregnant!"

I looked over at Jay and he looked shocked I looked over at Sanaa and she looked scared as hell.I couldn't help but bust out laughing.

Bey:"whew Sanaa your funny ok now what did you really have to tell us?"

Sanaa:"bey I'm not kidding that's what I had to say."

Bey:"first of I am Beyoncé to you your not close enough to me to call me bey and second of all I know you don't think that baby is Jays."

Sanaa:"well who else's would it be?"

Bey:"umm i don't know maybe Michael maybe a homeless man maybe your brother I don't know who you sleep with your a hoe so you sleep with a lot of people."

Sanaa:"how could you say that to me?"

Bey:"look how it's been a year since me and Jay have even seen you so how that baby gonna be his and I can say that to me because look what you did to me."

Sanaa:"bey I'm sorry."

Bey:"didn't I just say you can't call me that were not kids anymore,we not even friends no more,he'll we not even associates and when that baby is born I want a DNA test done and if that isn't Jays baby I'm beating your ass because you will my use my man or try and get close to him by trying to have his baby you already got one of his kids so you may leave my house."

I motioned my hand towards the front door.

Sanaa:"bey I mean Beyoncé where am I gonna go?"

Bey:"to hell but until then I suggest a hotel or something."

She started crying she is to damn old to crying as much as she do.

Bey:"stop all the crying your not 3 you wanna cause problems deal with the consequences."

Jay:"bey can I speak to you in the kitchen for a moment please?"

I walked behind Jay towards the kitchen.

Jay:"bey come on now let her stay at least for tonight?"

Bey:"are you fucking crazy so you can get caught up in her lie hell no."

Jay:"baby it's not like that come on she's pregnant."

Bey:"so what you trying to say that the baby is possibly yours."

Jay:"I don't know."

Bey:"what the hell you mean you don't know it's been a whole damn year since you have seen her how is she going to be having your baby."

Jay:"she could be."

Bey:"your only pregnant for 9 months Jay 9 months it's been a whole year I think her stomach would be a little bigger than it is now she looks like she is a month pregnant."

Jay:"yea."

Bey:"wait a damn minute I swear on my mother and fathers grave if that "business" trip you had consisted of more than actual business were going to fight pregnant and all."

Jay:......."

Bey:"did you see her on this trip?"

Jay:"look here the whole truth and nothing but the truth."

Bey:"ok I'm listening."

Jay:"she called me one day and told me that blue was missing me and that she was very confused as to what was happening.I flew back to Cali because they still hadn't left yet and I went to see her.Sanaa said she couldn't handle raising blue as a single mother the responsibility was too high so she was going to leave her with her aunt.I went to go say goodbye to her and met Sanaa and discussed some things about blue but that's about it."

I started laughing.

Bey:"are you kidding me right now."

I couldn't stop laughing he was seriously telling me that he has been with her since I've been with him.

Jay:"no I'm not but I swear on my mothers grave I didn't stick none of my man parts anywhere in her body I swear on my mother."

I knew he was serious because he was about to cry and because he would never ever swear on his moms grave he never talks about her. All I know is that his mom died from an overdose she killed herself because he husband left her with 4 kids to raise alone and she waited until Jay was old enough to care for himself and his siblings before she took her life. I know he would never bring her up unless it was something very important that he cared about.

Bey:"why didn't you bring blue down here?"

Jay:"are you serious right now?"

Bey:"yea I mean jewel needs someone to hang with so she can get the hang of being a big sister and I know you want to be around your daughter so tell her aunt to bring her down here."

Jay:"o my gawd I love you so much more right now!"

Bey:"ok stop acting gay now go tell Sanaa to go in the GUEST room cause I don't need her disrupting my life."

Jay:"fine."

Jay got up and walked into the living room to tell Sanaa what the deal was. I on the other hand felt very stressed out and that's not good for my baby so I laid my head down in my hands when I felt some one come up behind me.

Jay:"you okay baby?"

Bey:"no I'm stressed the fuck out!"

Jay:"no stop stressing that's not good for my baby."

Bey:"you don't think I know that already but I can't help but stress out Sanaa is back into my life to do God knows what with it."

Jay:"I promise she won't ruin what we've built not this time I'm never leaving this family again those were the worst 3 years of my life everyday I thought about you and what you were doing and if someone else was holding you."

Bey:"well how do you think I felt knowing my best friend was having the love of my life's baby?"