All I could do was cry(completed)

Chapter 31.5

I walked into the room with Jay and jewel and blue and laid down next to them it seemed like in that moment all time froze and it was just us and the sad part is the only thing I have to preserve this moment is the memory and I won't have that for long.I grabbed my phone and snapped some pictures.

Jay:"what you taking pictures for?"

Bey:"so I can remember this moment."

Jay:"you and your sentimental ways."

Bey:"well I'm sorry I want to remember this."

Jay:"are you pregnant or something cause like you being extra sensitive and you look like your glowing are you ok?"

Bey:"no I'm not pregnant I'm always glowing and I've always been sensitive if you haven't noticed."

Jewel:"mom calm down all this stress is not good for the baby."

Bey:"jewel I am not fucking pregnant ok I don't want or need any more kids."

Jay:"that's not the point but if you say you not pregnant Ima let you believe that we will see In a few months."

Bey:"o shut up big lipped camel looking cross eyed frog."

I got up from the bed and walked out the door.

Blue:"mommy where you goin?"

Bey:"I'm going to get some Oreos and milk and no you can't have nun cause I'm hungry."

Jay:"no blue you can't have nun cause she eating for two but don't you didn't hear that from me."

I stormed out of the room and went looking for some Oreos when I stumbled across some old pictures of me when I was younger.I looked so happy then and my father he looked as good as ever but my mom my mom looked sick and tired of being sick and tired and she didn't look happy at all.

Tina:"I remember when that picture was taken."

Bey:"whew mom you scared me what are you doing up?"

Tina:"I couldn't sleep got a lot on my mind you can say but what are you doing up your supposed to be in there with your family."

Bey:"got a lot on my mind I guess you could say."

We both started laughing and then it died and I continued looking at the picture.

Bey:"mom why do you look so unhappy in this picture?"

Tina:"let's just say a few hours before the picture was taken your father was having one of his attitudes and I had to use a looooottttt of make up to even look normal."

Bey:"o."

Tina:"I knew that's not my milk and my Oreos you in here munchin on?"

Bey:"......"

Tina:"then you didn't just get four like a normal person you got 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10 you got 10 of my damn cookies."

Bey:"I'm sorry I was just really hungry geez I haven't eaten that much today that I can recall."

Tina:"mmhmm and why you glowing so much my mamma senses tell me something ain't right with you."

Bey:"well your mamma senses is wrong cause ain't nothing wrong with me I ain't pregnant I'm just happy all the prices can finally connect in harmony without any bad things happening."

Tina:"sure whatever floats your boat."

Bey:"ugh no body's on my side I'm going to see my babies."

I walked towards the steps to head to the twins room.

Tina:"they in your stomach I don't know where you going!"

Bey:"stop it."

I got to the twins room and Julia was up smiling at me as I leaned over her crib.

Bey:"hey mommys baby girl.hi! Why you up."

She reached her hands up towards my hair and put it in her mouth like my nephew used to do when he was younger.

I picked her up and she started to suck on my boobs.

Bey:"umm baby there is nothing in there I got rid of it already between you and your brother."

She just kept on sucking away not caring about what I was saying.I pulled her away from my chest a little and she kept making a sucking motion with her mouth.

Bey:"ok Ima put you back to bed cause you ain't about to suck me raw goodnight baby love you."

I put her down and turned the Abby monitor on and shut the door.

Tina:"good night mommas baby and grand any number 5."

Bey:"for crying out loud I'm not pregnant y'all play too much."

I walked downstairs into the bedroom and blue was on the edge of the bed with her beautiful curls hanging off the edge.Then miss jewel was laid all up in my man like she was married to him.

Bey:"uh-uh jewel get up off my husband."

Jewel:"y'all not married remember so I can lay right here if I want."

Bey:"ok get up off my baby daddy."

Jewel:"well I have permission because I'm your child and he's my daddy so technically."

Bey:"girl just get up out my spot dang."

Jay:"why you getting jealous over our daughter laying on her father."

I poked my lip out and started pouting.

Bey:"cause you my daddy."

Jay:"fine come her baby number one."

Blue:"what baby am I?"

Jay:"your baby number 3."

Blue:"what about the twins?"

Jay:"Julia is 4 and Julian is 5."

Jewel:"yea and baby number 6 on the way."

I evil eyed jewel as I payed down on Jays chest.

Bey:"if y'all don't leave me the hell alone for the last time I am not and will not be pregnant so you can calm yourself."

I looked up a T Jay cause I felt his head moving.He was nodding his head yes and winking at jewel.I lightly punched him in his chest.

Bey:"I'm not pregnant so you can stop."

Jay:"yea yea you are but its whatever."

Bey:"well I'm going to drop this cause slower toy no ones gonna listen to me goodnight."

Everyone:"goodnight."