All I could do was cry(completed)

Chapter 12

I woke up pretty late today I must have needed that cutting to get some well needed rest.I sat up in my bed and stretched and was hungry so I went downstairs and found some potato chips.I went back in my room and closed my blinds to my room and sat in my room eating my potato chips in the dark.I miss my baby jewel and I also miss my unborn child.Jay is getting on my nerves like he knows I still love him and it's killing me to keep myself from getting attached to him again.I grabbed my phone off the nightstand and checked the time it was almost 3:00pm damn I must have got some good sleep.I unlocked my phone and started scrolling through Instagram when I got a FaceTime call from jewel.

Jewel:"hey mommy."

Bey:"hey baby why are you whispering?are you in a closet?"

Jewel:"yea I'm playing hide and seek with blue."

Bey:"ok well I'm going to meet with Jays girlfriend today at 6:00 so I hope you didn't do nothing to extreme."

Jewel:"maybe maybe not."

Bey:"jewel I swear on my life I will kill you if you did something outrageous."

Jewel:ma I got to go I think that was blue love you bye."

Bey:"jewel....dangit child don't hang up on me."

It was too late she had already hung the phone up. I got up from my bed and went into the kitchen.I was starving but I wasn't dare gonna touch the stove before I burnt the house down.I decided I would go out on the town for a minute u till it was time for my meeting.I ran upstairs and changed my clothes and grabbed my car keys.I hopped in my car and back to back started playing how coincidental.I felt just like I was going back to back with Jay.I wanted to get something for jewel and I knew she had been asking for this video game for her wii so I went to target to look for it.While I was in there I bumped into someone.

Bey:"o my gosh I'm so sorry wait Michael,Michael is that you omg hey."

Michael:"hey beyonce."

He seemed like he had an attitude but I ignored it.

Bey:"wow I didn't know you were here in Cali."

Michael:"o you didn't so that wasn't me at the club the other day?"

I sat back and thought about it.O shit I was so drunk that I didn't even realize that was him.

Bey:"o that was you I was so drunk I didn't even recognize you."

Michael:"o well call me sometime I really have to get going but don't forget to call me my number hasn't changed."

Bey:"ok I won't promise."

I laughed as I watched him practically run to the register.I turned on my heels and walked to the electronics section.I went to the wii games and found the sims 3.I went and checked it out then hopped back in my car.I got in the car and checked the time it was 5:00pm I was gonna have meet Sanaa in an hour so I drove around town until 5:50pm.I pulled up at the outback and was a little late because I was all the way across town.Hey theres nothing wrong with me being late because I'm always fashionably late.I walked in and seen Sanaa at a table waiting on me just the way I like it.

Bey:"hello Sanaa."

Sanaa:"hey."

She said very dry like she didn't want to be here.But hell I didn't want to be here either but somethings have to be done.

Bey:"so how are you?"

Sanaa:"beyonce can we cut the bull shit and say what you have to say I have places and a man to see and do."

Who the fuck is she talking to cause it ain't Gisselle.

Bey:"who you talking to you speaking to your imaginary friends cause you don't have real ones and I know for God damn sure you ain't talking to me like that."

Sanaa:"whatever."

Oooo she bout to get yanked up in this restaurant.Calm down bey calm down you have a child be civilized.To keep myself calm I started bouncing my leg it was a habit I formed to keep from going the fuck off.

Beyonce:"why?"

Sanaa:"why what?"

Bey:"why did you do this to me,why did you take the one thing I loved,why did you not tell me,why did you do it and made me look like an idiot and how an you look at me like I did something wrong?"

Sanaa:"idk beyonce I don't even know how all this happened?"

Bey:"what do you mean you don't know?You know exactly how this happens you slept with MY man and then got PREGNANT by him that's how this shit happened."

Sanaa:"look bey when I tell you I don't know I'm serious we were at a party one day we didn't go together we just ended up there.I was drunk as hell and so was Jay.I was feeling him and so we exchanged numbers.we continued to talk for a couple months then things got heated and I ended up pregnant."

Bey:"well that is how it happened so you do know."

Sanaa:"bey look I'm so sorry I really am."

Bey:"o I know you are but I could care less right now I have a child to go pick up from your house so she will be coming over a lot to see her father so get used to seeing me around."

I got up from the table and was on my way out when I had something else to say.

Bey:"o yeah and just cause we had this little convo doesn't change anything I still hate you more than life itself but for the sake on my child and Jay I will pretend as though I like you."

I smiled an eveilish smile and walked out of the restaurant as Sanaa say there crying.I could care less about them fake ass tears falling from her face.Im back bitches and since I'm back I want all these motherfuckers who hurt me to hurt just as bad if not more.