All I could do was cry(completed)

Chapter 37

I got back to the house and realized that I didn't tell Jay what I was doing o well she is basically my child I raised her for all those years and he's never home to help me so who gives a flying fuck.

Julian:"mommy where jwel?"

Bey:"she's at grandmas house."

Julia:"aww."

They started to make sad faces.

Bey:"no no babies come on let's go find blue blue and daddy."

I grabbed their hands and we walked upstairs.I went to our bedroom and when I opened the door I was hit with blues laugh.I looked at our bed and Jay had blues stomach on her feet while he held her hands and she screamed of laughter.

Bey:"ok new plan how about we go downstairs and play together."

I shut the door and walked them back down to the play room.The hard part about having twins that are different genders it is very hard to find one thing they want to do together.since Jay is usually never home I've figured out a way to please both of them.Julia usually wants to play barbies or tea party or dress up and Julian usually wants to play with cars or trains so I just put both of them together sometimes it gets complicated because Julian is a boy and he wants the violence he wants someone to die but then Julia gets upset because she like no if she dies then we can't play anymore. Usually after a few minutes of arguing they come to a compromise. I had been downstairs for almost two hours playing with Julia and Julian and I've noticed I haven't heard Jay or blue come down the steps once. I'm glad he's spending time with the kids but he has two other kids down here who are full of energy and want to play with him too.

Bey:"ju ju mommys going to go see daddy real quick."

Julia:"otay."

I got up and went upstairs and Jay and blue were playing in the bedroom still.

Bey:"Jay can I talk to you in the hall way please?"

Jay:"I'm playing with my daughter right now."

Bey:"hallway NOW!"

He looked at me like I was crazy he just doesn't know how crazy I actually am he got up from the floor with blue and met me in the hallway.

Jay:"why the fuck you yelling at me you tell me to spend time with my
Kids and when I am you pull me away what is it now."

Bey:"first of all check your tone when addressing me and second of all blue isn't your only child you have 3 other kids and if you weren't so wrapped up in blue you would realize that jewel is on a plane to Houston because she wanted to be disrespectful and the twins have been downstairs playing with me for an hour."

Jay:"wait you left the house?"

Bey:"DID YOU MISS EVEYTHING ELSE I JUST TOLD YOU!"

Jay:"why did you leave this house without me you know I don't trust these niggas down here?"

Bey:"you know what I'm not even about to stress myself out and raise my blood pressure up I'm just going to stop doing the things that I do for eveyone I'm going to act just like you and make all the kids run to you then I'm going to let you see why I went out with out you idiot ass camel face ass oooooo you piss me off!"

I stormed off back downstairs and told the twins to go upstairs and play with their father.I went into the kitchen and grabbed me a glass of wine walked back into the living room propped my feet up and laid down on the couch to watch some tv.Not to long into the show I heard all of them up there arguing and I just sat there on the cichlids sipping my wine then things got to loud.

Bey:"aye shut up I'm trying to watch tv."

They quoted down a little bit and I turned the tv up to continue my show.After I finished my glass of wine I got up and went upstairs to the bedroom.

Bey:"y'all are gonna have to take that mess downstairs cause I'm about to take a nap."

Blue:"mommy Julian hit me and ju ju threw her tea cup at Julian the daddy hit both of them then they started screaming and now they won't shut up and I think Daddy is losing his mind."

Bey:"that's not my problem I'm on vacation for a while so anything you need help with ask your father any questions you got ask your father I'm about to take a nap so you can take them downstairs."

Jay:"Babe please help me I can't do this they worn shut up and I didn't even hit them that hard?"

Bey:"i don't know let them cry themselves to sleep I'm just trying to get some rest so go on get out."

He evil eyes me and picked up the twins he told blue to follow him and they went downstairs.When I woke up it was getting pretty late I had a missed call from jewel she must have landed in ma's back yard I saw that she called me 45 mins ago so I decided not to answer. I went into my closet and found something act to put on I'm going out tonight just me and my girls.Once I was dressed and cleaned up I walked downstairs and it looked like a tornado hit they kids were running around and they had food all over the place and Jay was trying to pick up things after them but he want fast enough.

Bey:"have this shit cleaned up when I get back."

Jay:"where you going?"

I laughed at started walking towards the door.

Bey:"I'm going to work."

I winked at him so he knew that I was going out to have fun just like he has been doing.I could get used to this lifestyle.

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~niyah💖~