All I could do was cry(completed)

Chapter 12.5

I pulled up in Jays driveway and it was my first time here I had gotten jewel to text me the address.I must say there house was ok for two people.I stepped out the car and walked to the door.I knocked on the door and immediately heard jewel scream.

Jewel:"that's my mommmmmmyyyyyyyyyy!"

I smiled at how much she misses me cause I missed her just as much.

Jewel:"daddy I'm gonna get the door its mommy."

Jay:"ok."

I stood there waiting as I heard the clicking of the locks being undone.

Jewel:mommy I'm so glad your here I'm ready to go home."

Bey:"why baby I thought you were having fun you had your little sister here to play with."

Jewel:"that's the thing all she wants to do is play play play play play I'm old I can't keep playing with her like that."

Bey:"girl your 11 you better suck it up.Go grab your bags cause we are in a rush I got someone to call."

Jewel:"ok do you want to speak to daddy?"

Bey:"no jewel come on hurry up."

Just as I said that mr.carter came down the stairs.

Jay:hey baby."

Who is he talking too.I looked behind me and seen Sanaa coming towards the house.

Sanaa:"hey Jay Jay."

She even called him Jay Jay that was my name for him I gave him that nickname and she knows that.They shared a peck on the lips and Sanaa looked at me apologetically but I was officially broken again.

Bey:"jewel can you hurry up damn."

Jay wrapped his arm around Sanaa shoulder and he started speaking to me.

Jay:"hey baby mamma how are you?"

Bey:"I'm trying to be nice for the sake of jewel so if you could cooperate by not speaking to me that would be great."

Jay:"look bey I don't kn...(gco)"

Bey:"jewel hurry yo ass up you didn't pack that much shit."

Sanaa:"could you please not curse so much I don't want blue around that?"

I looked at her like she was crazy my mouth I say what I want to out of it.Thank god jewel finally came back downstairs with her bag and blue hot on her heels.

Bey:"I see you have a second shadow."

Jewel:"hey what can I say I told her to stay upstairs but then she followed me anyway."

Bey:"ok time to say bye bye so we can go you remember Michael?"

Jewel:"don't tell me he is coming over tonight mom don't play with my emotions!"

Bey:"yea so we gotta get going."

Jewel:"OMG meet you in the car."

She took off running to the car and getting in.

Jay:"who is Michael and why is he around my child?"

I just busted out laughing in his face when my car horn was honked.

Jewel:"momma come on here I gotta shower and stuff and you gotta look nice for Michael she said as she winked at me.

Bey:"girl I'm coming hold on."

I said goodbye to Jay and Sanaa as Jay asked me a million and one questions.I got in the car with jewel and headed home.Jewel ran to go get In the shower while I called Michael.

Michael:"I was beginning to think you weren't gonna call."

Bey:"no i was gonna call alright."

Michael:"ahh you missing the Mike man I see."

Bey:"yes I am and so is jewel can you come over tonight?"

Michael:"of course anything for my favorite ladies."

Bey:"ok well I'm gonna go shower and stuff call or text me when you get here."

Michael:"ok bye."

I hung up the phone and ran to my room to shower and change.Once that was done I went and checked on jewel and she was changed too I sat in her room on her bed.We started talking about her father and how we were gonna try and be nice to everyone over there even if that did mean Sanaa.Then my phone rang.I knew it was Michael so I went downstairs and opened the door.Jewel cam from upstairs and knocked him over.

Jewel:"I missed you so much."

Michael:" I missed you too little mama."

I picked them both back up and hugged Michael.

Jewel:"ok now that someone is here that can cook I'm starving so let's get some food."

Michael:"let's all cook it together."

Jewel:"I don't know if that's a good idea she can't cook."

Jewel said as she pointed at me and tried to whisper.

Michael:"well she can make the ice water."

Bey:"I'm standing right here dang and I can cook somethings."

They just started laughing at me and walked to the kitchen to start the food.I was really upset about that like I understand I can't cook but damn you don't have to keep rubbing it in especially when I'm standing right there.I walked upstairs and slammed my bedroom door.Between Jay and Sanaa and jewel I'm stressing I see my hair falling out and shit and I can't have that not today.I went to my bathroom and found my razor and started cutting.After I was finished i put on my long sleeve shirt and walked back downstairs to the kitchen.

Jewel:"mommy you got to wash your hands first."

Bey:"umm ok."

I pulled my sleeves up and washed my hands.

Michael:"bey what is that on your wrist?"

I quickly pulled my sleeves down and walked to the fridge.

Michael:"jewel can you go upstairs real quick?"

Jewel:"but I'm cooking I can't cook upstairs."

Michael:"jewel please I gotta talk to your mother real quick."

Jewel:"fine but I hope it's worth it."

Michael:"thank you."

I continued fixing the water as jewel walked back upstairs.

Michael"give me your arm beyonce."

Bey:"no it's my arm."

Michael:"give me your arm before I have to get you on the floor and do it my self."

I gave him my arm and he looked at me with so much hurt and pain in his eyes.

Michael:"why?"

Aww hell here we go why did I have to pull my sleeves up.