All I could do was cry(completed)

Chapter 25.5

Bey:"jewel move your head!"

I yelled as I felt nauseous.She wasn't moving fat enough so I slightly pushed her head so now it was just hanging off the bed.I ran to the bathroom and threw up that Apple I had yesterday luckily I didn't eat that much yesterday or else that would have ended bad.I walked back and got back in the bed to go back to sleep.

Jay:"bey you okay?"

Bey:"yea I'm straight."

I went back to sleep and I felt like I had just closed my eyes before I felt little fingers playing with my face.I knew it was blue and she was wide awake now because she stuck her finger up my nose.

Bey:"blue what you doing baby?"

Blue:"bb you wake!"

Bey:"yes I'm awake now go wake up jewel so you can have someone to play with."

Blue:"no I wanna pway wit you."

Bey:"blue I'm tired right now."

Blue:"pwease mommy!"

I can't say no to the word mommy i mean no mater who it comes from it makes my heart melt.I guess I will have no choice but to push past the fact that I'm tired.

Bey:"fine let's go downstairs and watch frozen."

Blue:"yay!"

Bey:"shhhh there sleep."

I picked her up so she wouldn't step on Jay or jewel.Input her down after I got off the bed and she took off downstairs.I followed behind her and she was already waiting on me to start the movie.I turned it on on on demand and watched as her face lit up when they started singing.I fell asleep somewhere between do you want to build a snowman and for the first time and forever.

Blue:"ok mommy now let's play tea party."

God I hope Jay or jewel wakes up some time soon.

Jewel:"mommy you down here?"

Thank you Jesus.

Bey:"yes baby come play with blue I'm going back to sleep."

Jewel:"why you so tired?"

Bey:"because I'm pregnant with twins."

Jewel:"WHAT!!???"

I quickly covered up my mouth cause I wasn't supposed to tell any one about that yet.

Bey:"nothing jewel nothing."

Jewel:"o no get back here you said your pregnant with twins."

Bey:"no I said because I'm pregnant I win."

Jewel:"win what?"

Bey:"the right to go to sleep now good afternoon play with your sister."

I went and got in the bed with Jay and I was finally getting some good sleep when Jay started rubbing my leg.

Bey:"uh-uh Jay stop I'm tired."

I pushed his hand off my leg and went back to sleep only for him to start rubbing my leg again.I ignored it because it felt kinda good then he started moving further up.

Bey:"DAMNIT WHAT DONT YOU GET ABOUT IM TIRED DO I HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT FOR YOU IM FUCKING T I R E D LEAVE ME ALONE."

I started crying because I was irritable because I couldn't sleep and I was stressing again and these damn hormones were killing me.

Jay:"I'm sorry."

Jay came and tried to hug me but I don't want to be touched right now I just want to go to sleep.

Bey:"please don't touch me I don't want to be touched I just want to go to sleep."

I said as I began to throw a tantrum.

Jay:"ok ok ok calm down I'm going downstairs with the girls so you can go back to sleep."

I watched him leave and I finally got some much needed rest.When I woke up the house was very quiet.I looked for any signs of human activity when I heard a glass break downstairs.I walked downstairs and checked out the scene.

Bey:"hello?"

Blue:"mommy help me were playing hide and seek."

Bey:"whew thank god it's just you ok jewel is hiding in a secret passageway in her closet and Jay is in the garage in the car."

Blue:"how you know."

Bey:"trust me I'll get Jay you get jewel."

Blue:"deal."

I walked to the garage to find Jay and he was exactly where I thought he was.

Bey:"come on Jay the games over I was on blues side."

Jay started shaking and and his eyes started rolling behind his head.

Bey:"Jay come on stop playing this isn't funny Jay stop."

I liked around the car and saw an empty bottle of arsenic poisoning and knew Jay wasn't playing.

Bey:"GIRLS WE GO TO GO NOW!"

The girls came running over to the car and I opened the ole for them.I hopped in the from t as I continued to talk to Jay.

Bey:"come on baby hang in there don't leave."

Jewel:"mommy what's wrong with daddy?"

Bey:"jewel now is not the time just sit back and ride."

Bey:"come on if you can't stay for me stay for the kids."

I started crying thinking about the possibility of my kids not having a father and stepped on the gas the car was now flying towards the hospital.Once we got there I pulled Jay out the car and dragged him into the hospital a nurse took him from me and began pushing him down the hall I tried following her.

Nurse:"ma'am your not allowed back here."she started closing the door as I hollered to Jay.

Bey:"I love you baby stay strong."

I went and sat down in the waiting room with the girls my nerves were on edge.Who could have done this?Then it hit me if she was in my garage that means she was in my house and could have hurt any one of my babies.I started to panic because that means she's still there.How did she find us again?I stared feeling dizzy and my hands started shaking really bad I was trying to be strong for the girls but I don't know how much longer I can hold my composure.Before I knew what was happening everything just went black.

Hey guys it's Niyah so there is one more chapter left and then it's over for real this time.Until book two I guess.That will only happen if this book makes it to 10,000 views and 1,000 votes.Good luck guys love you.

~Niyah~