All I could do was cry(completed)

Chapter 35

Bey POV

I was laying down sleep when I heard blues big mouth.

Blue:"MOMMY!Mommy!MOMMY!"

I heard her footsteps and knew she was getting close.I sat up and tried to look like I wasn't sick.When blue walked in the room I busted out laughing I was laughing so hard that tears formed in my eyes and my stomach started hurting.

Bey:"blue what you wearing?"

She had my heels with a pair of socks one of my dressed a little scarf in her head and she had on my makeup.Right when she was about to answer jewel came in dressed in my clothes and makeup as well which made this whole distraction even funnier.Then my mom walked in.

Tina:"don't even start child I was upstairs curling my hair and then jewel came upstairs and said blue wanted to see you and that she was throwing a fit so here we are do t ask me."

Jewel:"we were having a tea party and blue thought it would be a great idea to dress up like you since you weren't home.While we were playing I started doing things you would have done if you had been playing with us and then blue started screaming and crying that she wanted to see you she wouldn't even let us change I'm so embarrassed."

Blue:"mommy I look pretty?"

Bey:"yes baby you look gorgeous."

She started cheesing real hard and that's when I noticed she had lipstick on her teeth.What has she been doing.

Blue:"mommy when you come home you play with us right?"

I stopped laughing as I remembered what Jay told me.He didn't want me going anywhere but I need to spend time with my girls before that get to grown.Which got me thinking where is Jay?

Bey:"where is your father?"

Jewel:"at home watching the twins they got sick this morning."

Bey:"AWWW my babies sick."

Jewel:"yep."

Jewel popped the p in yep and then went to go sit in the chair as her little shadow followed end and sat in her lap.

Jewel:"uh-uh blue you slept on me last night and shoved your fingers in my mouth while I was sleeping and you farted on me last night so go find yourself a chair."

Blue:"but sissy I love you."

Jewel:"I love you too but I also love my body so go find a chair."

Blue:"please sissy?"

Bey:"when did she start calling you sissy?"

Jewel:"ever since this morning."

Tina:"it was the cutest thing on the way here jewel was trying to change her clothes and blue kept following her around yelling "sissy I miss mommy I wanna see mommy!"and jewel was so annoyed you could see the frustration in her eyebrows."

Bey:"o my god I'm so upset I missed that."

I said as I began pouring and blue came over to me.

Blue:"mommy no cry we can play when you get home ok."

I smiled as I looked up at her.

Bey:"ok baby."

I pulled her legs as she fell and started laughing then I started tickling her.

Bey:"come on jewel noes your chance to get revenge."

She hoped up from the chair and came and tickled her with me.She was squirming as she laughed her little butt off.

Blue:"st-t-toooop I go-o-otta pee!!"

Me and jewel let her go and she ran to the bathroom when she came out she ran to my momma and shoved her face in her chest.

Tina:"o no don't come crawling to me now when we was at home you were screaming at me."

Bey:"she was doing what?"

Tina:"she was screaming at me because she wanted to see you."

Bey:"www come here mommys little baby."

Blue came running over to me and laid down beside me while jewel was sitting in her chair.

Bey:"what's wrong with you?"

Jewel:"I thought I was mommys baby?"

Bey:"girl stop being so butt hurt your 12 remember I'm not mommy I'm ma your growing up you can't be my baby forever."

Jewel:"yes I can mommy."

Bey:"so now I'm mommy again girl make up your mind."

We all started laughing and I forgot that I even had cancer and was about to lose another child I could always count on my family to make it all better.Jewel came and tried to squeezed herself in the little bit of space we had left and I kissed both of them on the crown of thief heads.When I looked up Jay was standing thee with the twins smiling at us.

Bey:"girls look who is is."

The looked up and ran to go hug there father.

Bey:"well damn just leave me hanging."

Jay:"aww is the little big baby sad?"

I started laughing cause he was poking his lip out.

Bey:"shut up ugly."

We all started laughing and then my mom spoke up.

Tina:"this reminds me of when you were a little younger then blues age and your father was still here and you would walk around with your hair platted up and you wore your favorite stripped T-shirt with your little pamper hanging and you would walk around singing random words and hitting your father on the leg and her would pink you up and spin you around and all that would fill the house was that big ole bubbly laugh of yours."

I smiled as my mother told me the stories of me and my father then she started crying.

Bey:"no momma no tears not right now  now it's time to be happy."

I got up even though the pain in my stomach was hurting and stared dancing around the room singing don't drop that thun thun when blue and jewel and Jay and the twins all got in on it.Finally my mom stopped crying and put her purse down in the chair and started dancing with us.This was the best day ever beside the births of my kids just my family being family.