All I could do was cry(completed)

Chapter 28

Jay:"what is going on in here?"

Bey:"nothing are those for me?"

Jay:"something is going on blue is in the time out corner with makeup all over her face and chip crumbs and your on here yelling at jewel."

Bey:"well you kinda just answered your own question now answer mine."

Jay:"yes these are for you as a congratulations for your book achieving so much so success."

Bey:"AWWW thank you baby."

I walked over to him and gave him a kiss.

Blue:"ewwwwww."

Jay:"baby are you going to do that at the wedding?"

Blue:"maybe."

Jay:"why you don't want me kissing BB?"

Blue:"cause she mean to me."

I was shocked that she said that I was mean to her after I fucking saved her life and gave her solace to stay and treated her like she was my own actually I treat her better than if she was my own cause jewel got whooped I haven't laid a finger on her.I couldn't believe what she said about me so I walked out of the room crying because I was stressed about this wedding and I was confused as to if this wedding was a good idea or not yes I love Jay but I I I don't know.I just started walking around Paris I didn't care if I got lost I hope I get lost so then maybe they can be happy maybe blue will be happy then maybe jewel will be better off without me.I can't get lost I have the twins now I can't just dump four children on Jay then I would be like Jays father and I can't do that to him.As I was walking down the same street for the 3 time I got a FaceTime call.

Bey:"yes?"

Jay:"someone has something to say to you."

Jay put blue up to the camera and her face was clean off all the makeup she had on earlier and she looked like she had been crying more.

Blue:"I sworry mommy for saying you mean I love you."

Bey:"apology accepted I love you too blue blue."

Jay put her down and he came back into the camera.

Jay:"where are you your not in the lobby?"

Bey:"no I'm outside walking I've walked this street 3 times now why?"

Jay:"because I want you to come back to the room now."

Bey:"why?"

Jay:"you know why."

Bey:"yea I know why but I want to hear you say it o and before I forget Sanaa is in the same hotel building were in I knew I saw her on the plane but I didn't want to scare you."

Jay jumped up from laying down on the bed.

Jay:"she's what?!"

Bey:"she's here in Paris in our hotel."

Just as I finished saying that a mob of people started running down the street after me.I started running back towards the hotel.

Jay:"why are you running?why do you keep looking back?"

I turned my camera around and put it in the air so he could see who I was running from.

Jay:"looks like we got to get you a body guard when we come to Paris next time."

Bey:"this is not funny i can't breathe."

Jay:"is that you at the door?"

Bey:"no I'm on my into the building why?"

Jay:"cause there is someone at the door."

Bey:"don't answer it ok I'm on my way up now."

I walked down the hallway to our room and no one was at the door.I looked down at my phone and the screen must have frozen cause Jay wasn't moving.I looked back up and I heard a noise come from my phone.

???:"look her mr Carter I don't know who you think you are but you won't hurt my girls feelings like that by going around and getting someone pregnant she is in love with you and since you can't love her no one will love you."

I looked down and there was a gun pointed at his head and jewel and blue were in the background crying.I ran to the door and opened it and jumped on the guys back so he dropped the gun.

Bey:"who are you and what do you want from us?"

???:"it's me."

I pulled his mask off I can honestly say that I was shocked to see that it was Michael.

Jay:"for real dude you tried to kill me I front of my children over Sanaa?"

Michael:"I didn't want to but I have fallen on hard times and she promised me some extra cash to make your lives a living hell."

Bey:"get out and don't come back."

Michael:"come bey don't do that remember that night we shared?"

Jay:"bey what night is he talking about?"

Bey:"I don't know and I don't care I want him out of here."

Michael:"come on baby you know that night we made love."

Bey&that:"WHAT!?"

Bey:"we never made love the whole time I was with you jewel was around and I didn't even like you like that and I still don't."

Jay:"bey what is he talking about?"

Bey:"I don't know I never ever ever slept with that man."

Michael:"fine since you don't remember his is the video."

He gave Jay a camera and I watched as Jays face tensed up.

Jay:"yea you never slept with him was this before or after I proposed to you huh?"

Bey:"I'm telling you I never slept with him he is making it up I know he is good with computers and voice modifiers he is making it up."

I was beginning to cry and the thought of me and Jay splitting again over Michael and Sanaa is absurd.

Jay:"well camera footage doesn't lie unlike people."

Bey:"Corey look at me in y eyes."

He turned his head to look at me and I watched as all his anger disappeared and I saw my baby.

Bey:"I didn't sleep with him I love you way too much and I have to much to loose between you and all 4 of our kids."

Michael:"damn it man why couldn't you have believed me I have to tell Sanaa y'all split so I'm going to need for you to leave her."

Bey:"see I told you it was a lie."

Jay:"man y'all are crazy."
Jay pushed Michael out of the room and double locked the doors.I went and picked the girls up to make sure they were ok.I have blue her bath and let jewel shower up.I washed up the twins and put them back to bed.Then I went to cleanse my self of all the stress and drama of today and everything with Sanaa.When I noticed something shiny on the counter.I walked over to it and noticed it was a straight razor.
Did I really want to do this?Maybe just one time.I started slicing my wrist and I instantly felt better.I threw the razor out the window and got out the bathroom.Jay went in and showered than came and laid on the bed with me.

Jay:"goodnight family."

Everyone:"goodnight."

I know terrible update but I was bored and I think I'm catching a cold so I was all like why not update soooo here it is.

How was it?

Will bey start cutting again.

Is Sanaa going to get what she wants?

Will bey and Jay get married?

What's up with Sanaa and Michael?

So long for now bye love you

~Niyah~💖💖