Cocoon of Doubt

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I'm wrapped

In a bubble of misery

Second guessing

Every move

Every action

Every word

I don't believe

Soft words

Spoken by

The most

Important man

In my life

I lay

In a fetal

Position on the bed

As tears

Pour down

I wish it would all

Just disappear

Before I do

Questions

Race thru

My head

Am I good enough?

Does he really want to be with me?

Does he really like me, for real?

Will he change his mind?

Will I fail at everything soon?

Do I look horrid?

Though the

Cocoon of doubt

Surrounds me

Like a sheet

Of plastic

No air penetrating

Within

A part of me

Knows this is

A chemical effect

Not natural

Not my own feelings

What do I need?

I need you to tell me

Show me

That those questions

Are just me

Being doubtful

Show me

How you feel

Tell me

What you feel

Who am I really

To you

Breathe air

Into me again

Build me up

Make me strong

I need you

These tears

Must dry

But I must

Lean on you

Show me your heart

Like I've shown you mine

And let this

Meltdown

Battle

Cease

And

Desist

Leave the demons

Behind

Once and for all

Walking hand in hand

Toward the light

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