Not Feeling It

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Sitting here

Staring out the window

The ache in my chest

Returns

With a vengeance

I don't want to hear

Feel

See

Do

Anything

I can't go on

Pretending

All is well

When it's not

The hot wind

Is everywhere

Inside my body

My soul

My head

Bed

Pillows

Blanket

Are so welcoming

The safe heaven

I need

To hide

To feel safe

Not the shining sun

Or the ethereal connecting

Music

Is inspiring me

Out of this funk

Today

Can't deal with others

Their problems are weighing

Me down

I'm just so

Not feeling it

Can't someone take

This emptiness

This pain

Away?

Why now?

Why me?

I supposedly

Have everything

And yet

I feel like I don't

I want to talk to someone

Who doesn't revert

To their own issues

Just listen to mine

Help me

Deal with me

Please!

For once

Take my hand

Let me talk

Or not

I need you

To lean on

I'm not ok

Always

Always

And

Always

That standard

Answer

Is to see

Who

Is really paying attention

Who

Wants to know

Wants to help

Wants to be there

Are you that person?



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