Accidently in Love

Chapter Seventy Nine

Arianna's POV

"YOU DID WHAT?" Eleanor litterally yells. Her voice echos through my large apartment, reminding me again of how serious this all really is.

"Eleanor calm down please, I know, I know. But yes it happened." I say, trying to avoid eye contact. Eleanor's eyes were glued to me though and it was hard to ignore her.

"Ari, you kissed Zayn Malik....wha the hell were you thinking?" She says, not knowing even half of the story. I pull my sweatshirt closer around me.

"Look, I really need you to not freak out, but.....I got drugged at a club, thought Zayn was Harry and macked on him hard....OK? Its true, all the truth, now you know." I say in one big breath. Even I could hear the annoyance in my voice. I didnt like being reminded of it. Eleanor's big brown eyes stare at me for a solid 10 seconds. But I stare back, preparing for all I had coming to me from this girl.

"You....you were drugged?" She whimpers out. I soften my tone.

"I was, by two guys. They shoved this candy thing in my mouth, and I just got delusional. I started to see things." I say, watching her every facial expression.

"Oh my god...are you ok?" She says...the worry in her voice very prominate.

"Of course! I mean...Im fine...now." I say, sounding a bit too cheerful about it. I was just trying to keep her from getting so concerned.

"What kind of club were you at dear god...." Eleanor says, her usually loud voice now stuck at a drifting whisper.

"I dont remember the name. Actually I dont remember anything that day before I was drugged. Its all a blur..even when my senses started coming back to me." I say, my voice quiet just like hers. Suddenly my apartment was filled with silence.

"So....you kissed Zayn." Elenaor says. I look up at her. I thought we already established this.

"Yes Eleanor." I answer simply.

"Does Harry know?" She asks, a frown on her face. I sigh...heavily.

"Yes.....he saw." I say, running my hands through my hair. Eleanor's face goes slightly pale.

"Oh....Oh shit." She says, almost shaking her head in disbelief of how unfortunate this all was. I felt my chest tensing up, trying again to hold in the damn tears that always want to come out. Eleanor notices though.

"Ari...Ari what is it?" She says gently. I take a deep breath in.

"Hes gone Eleanor. Harrys gone." I say, feeling a tear stream down my cheek. I should have chosen my words a little more carefully though.

"Arianna.....you dont mean gone gone....do you?" Eleanor says, her voice shaking with tears, her face pale with shock. I frown.

"Oh god no!" I say, realizing she thought I meant Harry was dead. Then a shiver was sent up my spine...even thinking so. Eleanor was already crying hard though. I reached over and hugged her. Her shoulders were shaking.

"Im sorry Eliie, I didnt mean to scare you." I say, feeling myself crying harder despite trying to be the one to be calm.

"What do you mean then? How is he gone?" Eleanor finally asks. I shake my head.

"He saw the kiss, then ran out into the night. He didnt come home...and Zayn looked for him for hours. We dont know what happened to him." I say, feeling the chill of the air conditioning.

"Oh my god...." Eleanor says. "Thats awful....poor baby he must be so confused. Do you think he'll ever understand?" She asks. I dont answer right away.