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Chapter eight

Jai's POV

I knew it; I knew what we did meant nothing to her. But hearing those words come out of her mouth killed me even so. A knock on my door interrupts me and sadly it's not Charlotte, its Beau. 'Is she still here I need to talk to her' I tell him. 'No she left again, look Jai I know you like her, we all do but it's clear she doesn't care about anyone. I don't want to see her break your heart. We all know she's troubled and I don't want to see you destroy yourself over a girl.' This angered me a bit he was talking about her as if she was a monster and no one could be her friend. 'You don't get it Beau! We had sex okay! She said she felt something with me.' I say slightly raising my voice. 'Oh come on Jai, open your eyes she said all of that just get you to have sex with her! She destroys everything she touches, to pretty for her own good. We all need to help her I know that, she's clearly unstable and got problems, but you can't get to involved with her, she will ruin you.' He says beginning to get annoyed. 'And what if I ruin her? What if I break HER heart?' I exclaim.

'Nobody breaks my heart' a voice says from the door. Shit its Charlotte she's probably heard everything Beau just said about her. Her black eye makeup is all smudged under her blood shot eyes. You can tell that she is high of her face.

'I was going to come and tell you that there's a party on tonight and I wanted you all to come, but if you don't want to come out with a mad girl I understand. You made it crystal clear that im nothing but a lost cause.' She says, her eyes flickering with sadness. 'No let's all go out we are in need of a good night out' Luke says suddenly appearing behind her.

Charlottes POV

He was right I destroy everything I touch. I grip onto my hair in frustration when Beau walks in. 'Charlotte im so sorry but I just don't want Jai to get hurt.' He says with regret evident on his face. 'Its fine let's just forget about it' I said to him. I knew he was right whether he meant what he said or not everything he said was true.

Beaus POV

I didn't mean a word of what I said to Jai but I was so angry at her I know he really likes her, but I can't help but feel jealous. I know it's wrong, I don't want anything out of it I just want her. And I know the other boys do to except James that would be weird. She has that effect on people, everyone loves her, they get drawn to her and they can't stop themselves. She has an appetite for destruction and none of us care if were in the firing line.

****** At the party******

Charlottes POV

As soon as we arrived I spotted Kieron, who was already staring at me. I smirked at him and walked off to get a drink. I bumped in to Jack who was looking extra attractive tonight. 'Hey gorgeous wanna get momentarily fucked?' he said with a smile. 'When don't I want to get fucked up?'

20 shots, 3 pints of beer and 3 splifs later im absolutely fucked. Im dancing alone until someone comes up behind me. I turn around to face Luke who looks absolutely fucked. He leans in to kiss me but I stop him. 'Luke it's not fair on Jai' I tell him. 'Well Jai doesn't seem to care seeing as he's fucking some girl called Zoe at this present moment.'

I feel sick; no this can't be happening he can't leave me. Instead of crying I just smash my lips onto Luke's and wrap my legs around him. He carries me up to the bathroom and we both quickly strip.

As Luke's hands roam my body, him sucking on my bare skin. Beau walks in, 'whoa what the fuck Charlotte? What about Jai?' he says shouting at me. 'Well it seems as if Jai already has enough company' I say suddenly feeling overwhelmed with that same sad feeling. Beau leaves the room and me and Luke finish what we started

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I stumbled into the garden and found a shed I walked in to find Jai on top of this so called Zoe. He turns around and immediately jumps up. 'Charlotte...' before I let him speak I run of and bump into Jack. 'Hey Char what's up?' he says clearly not really worried. Instead of replying I just kiss him harshly. 'Got anything to get me absolutely fucked?' he smirks and leads me back inside into this room. There are about 3 other boys with a girl each. He walks over to me with a needle and injects me with the poison that helps me forget.

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*NEXT DAY*

I woke up in the same room as before and I feel like absolute shit. I look in the mirror to see all my eye makeup smudged. I look towards my arm and noticed that I obviously got injected with something last night. Oh well it clearly made me feel better. I stumble out of this persons house and begin the long ass journey home.

I walk through the door to find everyone out. I took this opportunity to have a long shower. I just sat down as the water trickled down my back I began to cry my heart out. I lost him, I lost the person who made me feel whole and it's all my fault. I pushed him away, I hurt him. As I get out and wrap a towel around myself, I bump into all the boys who were going to James' room. Great I looked awful right now you can tell I was crying and I still haven't taken my makeup of.

'Charlotte what's wrong?' James asks.

'Nothing just hungover that's all' I glance at Jai who looks sad and awkward. Good. I look at Luke and smirk earning a shocked and pissed of Jai. 'What's the matter Jai? Can't handle that I don't need or want you?' I didn't mean it but I can't let them think that anything like that bothers me. I can't show my weak side anymore because they will leave me.

Just like Jai did.