I could feel myself relaxing and feeling ecstatic. My pulse racing through my body. I'm still here with this group and im having the time of my life. "Let's get out of here" the most attractive one Kieron said. I was so off my face right now so I agreed. Bit of mindless sex won't hurt will it?
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"Thanks for that was in need of good shag" this would've hurt my feelings when I used to have them but I don't so I just smirk and walk off to head home.....
As I open the door im bombarded with hugs and question 'where were you?' 'you've been gone hours' 'I was so worried' Then I start laughing hysterically and James realises "your fucking high aren't you? Jesus Christ what the hell Char! Look at your eyes you reek of booze!"
"DON'T CALL ME THAT YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO" I scream. I just stare at him and before anyone can see my tears about to form I walk up to my room stumbling up the stairs. I just want to go to sleep I don't want to talk to any of them. I just want to be alone, that's what im used to.
*Morning*
I walk downstairs to see all the boys at the dinner table eating breakfast. "Do you want me to make you anything?" James asks. "No im not hungry." I reply bluntly. I don't want to be so blunt but its my natural instinct to push people away. "But you haven't eaten since you got here" he was beginning to annoy me so I just grabbed my bags and went back upstairs to my room. I heard a knock on my door and without waiting for my reply they came in. "Oh hi Jai" I say to him. I honestly don't mind any of the boys, there is something about Jai though, that I just find beautiful. "Are you okay? About last night like I don't want to pry but you looked upset and I heard you crying." Oh shit well there goes my act. I looked at him and he looked so concerned and sincere. "Im fine"
Jai's POV
"Im fine"
No your not, I think to myself. You can see it in her eyes, they don't look happy they look dull and pained. She is so beautiful from the minute I set eyes on her I knew she was different. I know she's troubled and I should probably stay away, but I cant. I have a feeling a lot is going to happen between us and im both excited but scared.....
AUTHORS NOTE-
I'm going to post as much as I can like maybe a couple times a week so yeahhhh
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Fanfiction|COMPLETED| So many tragedies happening to one person. So many tragedies that no one second guesses. So many tragedies that he causes.