Temporary fix|JaiBrooks

Chapter thirty six//This isnt you

A/N sorry I haven't updated in a while ive been so busy with school and friends and stuff but I'll try and update as much as I can im also having a bit of writers block but I'll try and keep it interesting.

I groan as the sound of my phone going off awakens me from my amazing dream. I turn over, pulling myself away from Jai and check who is trying to piss me off.

Kieron:
We need to talk. Meet me at our place, 1pm.

I re read the text over and over not knowing how to feel. I look over my shoulder at the beautiful boy infront of me.

"Char what's wrong" he says rubbing his eyes, sitting up.

"Well.... Kieron wants to meet and talk at 1pm today at our- well I don't know would you mind if I went? I feel as though I owe him an explanation." I try to explain. I know how much Jai hates Kieron because of our history and how fucked up and dangerous he is but I really need to explain to Kieron about everything.

"Where will you be meeting him"

"Near the park... We have this spot where we used to hang out..." I trail off suddenly feeling guilty for sharing details of something Jai won't want to hear about.

"As long as you are safe, you need to remember you have a baby to look after now"

"I know I know I will be"

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It's now 1pm and ive been sat here nervously on a park bench just thinking about all the possible reasons Kieron would want to meet and 'talk'.

Is he going to ask about my pregnancy? About my time in the hospital? Is he going to explain to me why he fell off the face of the earth for mon-

"Charlotte?" I hear a croaky voice say from behind me. I turn my head and give him a small smile, gesturing him to sit next to me. We both sit facing forwards, staring in awkward silence towards the pond. I swing my legs back and fourth, slightly kicking the bark.

"So I guess I should just start with what I want to talk about...." He says, I look at him expectingly gesturing him to carry on.

"Why didn't you tell me... Why didn't you just call?" He says his eyes watering.

"If you had just told me I would have helped, I would've done anything and everything for you. You know that don't you?"

"But I forgot, you only care about him. What couldn't I give you that he could? I fucking loved you I still do... Is that not enough?" He says, anger arising in his voice.

"Kieron.... There is nothing wrong with you, but I love him. You have to accept that. And with regards to me not telling you, are you forgetting you were in jail?" I remark, feeling a wave of protection overcome me on the subject of Jai. Before he replies both our heads snap to the direction of a near by car parking up. Once I realise who it is my anger rises. Why the fuck have the boys come? I can take care of this myself.

"I had shit to deal with as well we both did with regards to Jack. It seems like you've forgotten about Him?" My blood boils at his ridiculous accusations.

"Excuse me, Jack meant more to me than anyone I'll ever know!" I shout at him standing up walking away, making some of the boys climb out the car apart from Skip and Beau.

"Charlotte wait!"

"Don't tell me what to do! Don't tell me how I feel about Jack! You didn't have to hold him in your arms knowing you could've have stopped the bullet going through him! I had to watch his eyes drain from colour and feel him slip away. Do you know what that did to me? No. So don't you fucking dare tell me how I feel you inconsiderate cunt, go fuck yourself you stupid dick." I say wiping the tears off my face.