CALUM SHAVED HIS HEAD DID YOU SEE THE SNAPCHAT I FEEL LIKE THAT SO RAVEN I SCREAMED LOOK AT WHAT MY FRIEND MADE EJDKAKDKA
ALSO DONT HATE ME FOR THIS IVE HAD THIS IDEA FOR A WHILE AND IDK I HOPE ITS INTERESTING FOR YALL
ASLO I CHANGED MY USERNAME IT IS NO LONGER HARINFOLYFE ITS ALLTIMELXKE IDK MAN I WASNT FEELING THAT ANYMORE BUT IM STILL THE SAME PERSON HELLO ITS ME
It's the day of the wedding, and a little over a week since Ashton told me he still loved me.
I don't know what to feel about that, even though it's been the only thing on my mind since.
He hasn't broken up with his girlfriend yet, and as selfish as it is, I just want him too.
I want to be with him so bad. I want to hold him in my arms and I want to run my hands through his hair. I want to be able to go to his hockey games and cheer him on. I want to wake up every morning to his slight snores. I want it to be like it used to be.
But she has all that. It's her. Gabby. She is the reason why none of that is going to happen.
It's not her fault. That's why I feel so guilty even thinking about this.
I straighten out the black dress I have on, looking at myself in the mirror. I do one last check on my makeup, before grabbing my flats and walking downstairs.
When I get there, Grace is standing there with her phone in hand, typing away.
"Ready?" I ask, and she looks up, before nodding quickly.
We both grab our bags off the counter a long with our keys and walk out of the apartment.
"So I'm guessing Luke is going to meet us there?" I ask, and she nods.
"It's so weird Ryder is getting married," she says, "We aren't at the age of people getting married yet, right?"
"No," I shake my head, "We're only 20! I guess her and Matt had been together for so long they just decided to seal the deal now."
"Still," she shudders as we get to the car, "If I got married at this age, I'm pretty sure my parents would die from a heart attack."
"I hear ya," I laugh, "'Hey mom, I moved across the country and I'm getting married!'"
Grace laughs, before we start the drive to the church.
It's a silent drive there, because honestly it is just so weird that she's getting married. I knew that they were dating since the 7th grade, but we're still young. We're only 20.
When we pull up, I can already see everyone from senior year in a huddle outside. Great.
"You ready?" Grace asks, and I sigh nodding.
We get out, fixing our dresses and starting to walk to the front of the church.
"Cat? Grace?" We both turn swiftly, forcing smiles on our faces, as Autumn comes up to us.
"Hey!" She says, "Oh my god, Cat, I thought you moved."
We talk a little bit to Autumn, talking about college and life in general as we walk closer to the church.
When we get there, I immediately see the mop of hair that makes my heart race every time.
"Grace?"
We both turn to her name, seeing none other than Eugene Cooney.
"Shit," I hear Grace mutter.
I look back towards the crowd of people and see Ashton and Michael going through it to come to us.
